𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄

²²-𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

SOMETIMES ENDINGS aren't what we wish they were like.
I once thought I would marry a boy with a guitar.

Sometimes I get lost on a tale that happened once.
Thinking what I would do if i was there again.

I know I would talk to Agustine.
I know I'd be closer to James so he wouldn't have left me.
But I also know I would have left James earlier.

I never expected to be who I am today.
Maybe I did expect it.
Maybe I always knew I would be who I am now.

Endings are unpredictable but predictable.

But i hope this isn't the ending.

I will never get tired of the summer girl and the girl in the dress.
I will never not miss James.

I will never be completely happy, because I did what was expected for me to do.

But sometimes, sharing real stories disguised as tales makes them less real, more magic.

You can change the story, you can manipulate each dialogue.

And each night i tell the tale, i forget i once was the girl on the black dress.

I may have been the redhead too.

That is why this story may have never really been mine to lose.

A/N
This sadly is the ending of mine to lose.
Thank you for always being here.
This story will always mean a lot to me.
I love all of you and hope you cries at least once.
Saying goodbye to this story is sad.
I never thought I would end this book, but i did and I'm proud of what it has become.
I hope you loved it.
<3

I'm thinking of doing a Louis patridge fanfic next.
Would you want to read it?