Kitni Mohabbat Hai

Har khata ki hoti hai koi na koi Saza.

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Pardon me if any quote or note hurt your religious sentiments. I don't know much about holy bible and church so if you find anything which is not fine, I'm sorry in advance.

I write this chapter with tears in my eyes. Tissue box alert!

Malhotra mansion 5.00 AM

Teenage is always special for any person. We grow young with all the changes in our body, hormonal changes and change is aspects of looking at a situation. Teenage is age where we think our parents are not taking good decision about us they are trying to restrict us for everything they are preventing us from taking decisions on our own and this leads to a wrong decision which haunts for lifetime.

Nandini was in her dark room turning into ball. She was not crying but shivering. Not a single drop was coming from her eyes but lips trembling. Her husband was not with her and she doesn't know where he is. Her parents gave her disgusting looks and her in-law she didn't try to look up at them. She was feeling disgust and ashamed of herself. They loved her so much, he loved her so much and what they got in return.. a lie. Their wedding, his love and her fairytale story everything was a lie.

Nandini

"Bhabhi" Ridhi knocked on door and I looked up at door. It was so hard to walk upto room in the condition I was in. my body was numb due to all weakness and stress. I somehow walked and opened door for her.

"Bhabhi wo bhaiya ke ek jodi kapde de dijiye" She asked making me confuse.

"Manik ke kapde.... Kyu" I asked in as much as loud voice I could use.

"Wo guest room mei....."

"Accha okay..... mei deti hu" I said not wanting to hear fully that he stayed in guest room for the night. He clearly left me alone.

I took out a pair of T-shirt and trousers and gave her. I closed the door and get in bathroom for my morning routine. All the promises he did to me was out of love but today I broke his heart so I have no right to cry on his broken promises... it's time to accept the reality. All upto my fate and destiny I don't want to do anything.

I always requested him to not to gave up on me and he everytime assured me but when the time came... it came to virtually rotten us in the hands of fate.

Gham likhe ho kismet mein... to... ban hi jati wajah subconsciously these lines came in my mind but that was cruel reality right now. If he was not even facing me staying in guest room. He wanted to avoid me, ignore me and I will give him time.

I hurriedly took bath changing in office clothes I left the home at six in the morning. I know this is not time for office but I really don't want to bother him and have no guts to face Maa-Papa. They trusted me so much I break their heart.

At quarter before seven I reached to office. Watchman was sleeping unlike me who don't know how does it feel to sleep peacefully since I was in tenth standard. Sometimes when I look back mujhe khud pe taras aa jata hai lekin Aiyappa ko nahi aata.

I honked and he woke up with jerk. He hurriedly came to door and opened it. Looking at my car another watchman unlocked second door which leads to reception area. Stopping car at main gate, giving keys to watchman to park it I walked inside and directly to my cabin. I started doing my work which was pending due to absence yesterday.

"Biwi" I heard his voice and my head snapped towards that direction voice came from.

He was not here. I was hallucinating his voice. This cabin was mine filled with him and his memory. The first time I saw him in person in this cabin, the first time he touched me here in this cabin and for the first time when I feel he completes me was here in this cabin. These curtains scream his presence and his flirt. That wall speaks how he console me that night, here everything screams him, his name. Manik, my Mani which I lost yesterday night.