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Bonus Surprise 6

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Nandini

Life is never constant for anyone but for me it always comes with shocks on daily basis.

Leaving my Parent's house for my own independence was shock for me and for my parents. Getting selected for job at Malhotra Industries was a shock for me. Selecting me as Daughter-in-law by The Dev Malhotra is written in golden letters in the book 'History of Shocks' and even after all of that when I felt, that no, this life could not have more excitement, The Monster himself, The most filthy beautiful man, The Manik Malhotra Fall in love with me.

After all of that for the last four years not a new shock came so I felt relieved. I thought may be Aiyappa has now stopped testing me time and again. I thought now that I have confessed all my sins and accepted them Aiyappa must have forgiven me for bad deeds. I thought being loved by the person to whom the entire nation love wholeheartedly would make difference to me.

I didn't expect any but in these four years of my marriage except that one time when Dhruv came back. After his departure we were happy, contended and complete with each other but as always there is a but hanging in on my head again with bold letters in red colour.

His favourite colour.

March, his birthday month he gave his first blockbuster movie. A full movie not just short film not just music video, a full blown three-hour long feature film. It hit the silver screen and remained there for more than three months.

A complete paisa Vasool movie according to audience.

After three years of working his ass off for MN Production Pvt Ltd. With so many super hit music albums and short music films this was his debut in his own production.

We were so happy for him on release day I saw the glimpse of proud in Papa's eyes for him, I never see in these years. Though he always patted his back but that day I saw sliver of tears in his eyes for his son.

Manik was so happy that day. He twirled me around in his arms like a fucking doll and kept on chanting "I made it Nandini, Dad is happy with me. I made it" but we never knew na, that exactly today on our anniversary we will be in hospital.

This day should be best day in the entire year for both of us but today I feel like my heart is ready to come out of my throat at any moment. It thudded so wild in my chest I couldn't hear anything Doctor said about Manik's condition other than drum above my left breast.

Manik's love is everything for me, his presence is important for my survival. It's not only him whose reason for breathing is me but he is my fucking entire existence and here, he is on hospital bed with oxygen on his nose and IV attached to his right pointed finger.

His face is pale and white, devoid of blood in him. His lips erupted and slightly parted. His entire figure wrapped in pale blue hospital cloths. Unconscious for the last nine hours.

We came to Shimla two nights back for a press conference along with our anniversary celebration and a surprise I desperately wanted to give him today. I should have told him in the morning itself but I just wanted to prepare myself because this is big.

"Mrs. Malhotra, his condition----" Dr. Verma's voice came to me and again my heart starting thudding rapidly in my chest. An adrenaline rushed from my head to toe and a shiver ran down my spine. This fear is so much for me to not speak a word to anyone. "--is stable now." A long breath inhaled inside me. "Just wait for an hour or so and he will be conscious" He moved to another room. I don't know if I even nod at him.