Chapter 36

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"I said go!" He growled as I felt his two hands push me  with all his force to the ground. I whimpered in pain as I quickly tried to get up and away from this stranger because this is not Harry. I looked him in the eyes and I noticed how his face fell when he seen the tears streaming down my face, realizing what he had just done.

Zayn's P.O.V

As I stepped out of the apartment, I seen Sarah getting up from the ground as Harry stood above her with his fists clenched tightly at his sides. I watched him from behind as his fingers gained back their color as his grip loosened. She noticed me and ran towards me with tears falling from her eyes and buried herself into me as tight as she could and held my leather jacket in her fists. Harry turned around to see her in my arms and I physically watched his heart break. "What the fuck did you do?" I yelled towards him, my anger slowly growing. "I...I..." "What did you do to her?" I screamed, causing him to actually flinch at my words. "I...I don't know, Zayn." He pleaded, looking as though he was about to cry. His eyes turned to Sarah as he watched her sob into my chest. "Sar, you know I didn't mean that. Baby, please. You know I'd never hurt you." "She's not your fucking baby, don't play a sob story. Harry Styles doesn't have feelings." I growled as his eyes welded, making part of me believe he does. I felt as her hands dropped my jacket and turned to look at him. I felt as her body separated from mine and her arms slowly reached out towards Harry. I watched as he wrapped his one arm tightly around her waist and the other one held her head to his chest. She slightly tugged away from him and turned to me and said "Everyone has feelings and sob story's are all he has." After that, all I could was laugh. "Oh my God, he has you so wrapped around his finger."

Sarah's P.O.V

After cooling down and just wanting to let loose for once, we eventually gave in and had a couple drinks and had fun together, something we missed so dearly. Zayn left after the incident, but after me and Harry talked everything over we went back to the party, ignored the stares and just paid attention to each other like we were the only ones in the room. We walked through the parking lot of Niall's apartment complex trying to figure out where Harry parked. "Where did you park?" I asked while laughing as he wrapped his arms around me from behind and nibbled at my neck. Taking me by surprise, he pushed me onto the hood of a familiar red, crappy car. "I love you so fucking much." he said into my neck. "I love you more." I said, starting to cry, not knowing why. "Baby, what's wrong?" He said as he grabbed my face. "I just fucking love you." He pulled me into probably the 100th hug tonight. Scaring the shit out of the both of us, the car alarm started to sound. After a couple seconds Niall stepped out onto his balcony and screamed down at us. "Hey get off my car, you hooligans!" we thought he was seriously mad until he erupted with laughter causing us to laugh along with him. Harry placed a kiss to my lips as we still continued to laugh. "Ah, you crazy mofos, I love ya. Drive safe." He called down to us. "We love you, Niall!" We screamed in unison as he walked back inside.

We finally found Harry's car and I walked onto the driver's side as he walked onto the passenger's side, since I was clearly more sober than him. He unlocked the doors and we got in. "Keys, babe." I said as I held out my hand. He went to place the keys in my hand, but quickly pulled them away and said "You're not gonna get them that easy." he smirked. "I've never let anyone drive my car." He leaned over the armrest and began to kiss down my neck. "But since you're special...I'll give you an exception." "Baby, when we get home." I whimpered, trying not to moan. "Home? I like the sound of that." he smiled. I started driving and when we were almost there, he shocked me by sliding his hand into my pants and teasing me. "Do you want me to crash?" I inhaled a sharp breath of air. We pulled up the his apartment complex and he slowly slipped his hand out of my pants and licked his fingers. We quickly rushed up to his apartment and when we got inside, I kicked of my pants and panties and Harry peeled out of his tight jeans and we both fell onto his mattress on the floor. "That break was the worst thing we ever did. I fucking crave you right now...I fucking need you." Before I could respond, he quickly slid himself into me. "Holy shit, I missed this." I gasped. He started pounding into me and it was driving me crazy, I couldn't get enough of him. He started slowing down and I mumbled into his tense neck. "Baby, please stop the teasing." He didn't say anything, he just slowed down to a complete stop and slid out of me. He rolled off of me and sat at the edge of the bed, running his fingers through his hair. "Babe, what's wrong?" I said as I wrapped my arms around him from behind. He let out a sigh and placed his face in his hands. "It just doesn't feel right, Sar..." "Wha..." I was cut of by him. "You fucked Zayn, Sarah. It's not something I can just push to the back of my head and get over it." "Harry, it was a mistake. If I could take it back, I would in a heartbeat. I love you so much, I can't be anymore sorry than I already am...if it makes you feel any better I only pictured you." I pleaded. He sighed and mumbled "Did he wear a condom?" "Yes." I said, probably sounding smaller than a mouse at this point. All of a sudden, the ringing of Harry's phone erupted through the room. He grabbed it off the nightstand and looked at the screen. I watched as his face drained color, and pure shock seemed to replace it. "Who is it?" I asked. "My mom..."

A/N: Did you guys forget Harry had a mom? Yeah, I know I've been scheming over here. Also, if you guys have any ideas for smut or just the story in general message me and if I use it, I'll dedicate the chapter to you and give you credit. Love you guys. #NoControl

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