TATTOOED -h.s.

Chapter 7

Harry's P.O.V
I was woken up by Sarah nudging my shoulder. "What's wrong?" I asked with  my raspy, tired voice. "It's all lonely and creepy out there." She said referring to the living room. She sat on the edge of the bed and I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her as close as she could possibly be to me. She rested her head upon my chest and entangled her legs with mine. I placed my arm around her as I kissed the top of her head and smelt a familiar scent. "You smell like me." I smiled. "Well duh, I had to wash my hair with something." I smiled at how adorable she sounded. She paused and said "I'm tired of feeling alone...don't let me go." She mumbled as she listened to my heartbeat and traced over some of my many tattoos. "Never..." I whispered as I picked up her face and placed a soft kiss to her lips. "Go to sleep." I encouraged her before I drifted off into a deep sleep.

Sarah's P.O.V
My eyes slowly opened as the flawless, tired eyed boy played with a strand of my hair. "Good Morning, beautiful." I was kind of confused because I was not used to waking up in a new place. "What did you dream about last night?" He grinned as the pink grew in my cheeks. "Why?" I asked. "Because I woke up and you were on top of me." He smiled. "Oh sorry." I said as I awkwardly rolled off of him. "I enjoyed it. I always liked a girl on top." He smirked. He noticed tears brim my eyes as he placed his hand to my cheek and wiped them away with his thumb. "What's wrong?" He asked worryingly. "How many has there been?" "How many has what been?" He asked confused. "How many girls have you been with before right now?" "Do you really want to know?" He shyly asked. I nodded my head nervously waiting for his response. "A lot, but they never mean anything to me. There was never any emotion or feeling. I've never even had an actual so called girlfriend or anything even close to one. All I am to them is a proper shag." He said somewhat hurt. He paused and then stated "I'm being completely honest with you and I'm not proud of it one bit." "So I'm not close to being your girlfriend? I'm just another one of them aren't I? I mean nothing to you? Is that all you wanted me for was sex? To just add me to your list?" I said as tears welded up in my eyes. "I didn't say that!" He yelled. "Don't yell at me! That is exactly what you said, you should learn how to be more detailed with your words!" He pushed me off of him and stood up. "What the fuck do you want me to do? Go back to the fucking past and erase my life? If I could I would, but this is reality Sarah and that isn't possible! What do you want me to do? Change my whole life around so that you will accept me for who I am? You are the only fucking thing that makes sense to me in this fucked up world!" He screamed at me as all I did was stand there in fear. I examined his features and his appearance, he looked exactly like he did when almost killed Dean. "I don't want you to change, because I do accept you for who you are! Have you not notice that I don't really hate your guts anymore like I used to? Did you even realize that I'm not as scared of you as I used to be? But honestly I'm really doubting that now!" I fought back. "What the fuck do you want from me?" He screamed as he grabbed my wrists. I winced in pain as he squeezed his tips into my bruised, still sore wrists. I fell to the floor unable to bear the pain. "Oh my God, Sar! I'm so sorry, I forgot." I backed away in fear and said "I..I..I'm going home." "Sar, please. You don't understand what I feel when I'm with you. It's like my heart can't even catch up its pace when I look at you. You are the only girl I've ever felt that for, sometimes when I see you smile it makes me want to die inside. When I look into your ocean blue eyes I can't get rid of the urge to kiss you. And when you look sexy, all I wanna do is throw you on the table and fuck you all night long." I giggled at the last sentence but the rest made my heart flutter. "Harry, what I want from you is you... it's always been you..." "You don't act like it." he sternly stated. "Well I do." "Well I don't date." I felt my heart crack as his words shot at me like a bullet. "So what was your plan?" I said as the anger boiled in my stomach. "What are you talking about?" he spat in my face. "Me! Your plan. What was it? To fuck me and then never speak to me again?" "No!" "I'm sorry but I'm no ones friends with benefits..." I said as I grabbed my coat and shoes and stormed out the front door. I ran down the block trying to remember how to get back to my house but it was useless, I have no clue where I am. "Sar! Wait! I didn't mean it like that! Where are you going?" "As far away from you as possible, and stop calling me that!" I screamed without even turning around. "You cant hide from me forever....Sar!" he smirked. I ignored him and continued my walk home, totally forgetting about Dean and his gang. I picked up my pace as I remembered about what happened last night. Goosebumps formed throughout my body as I walked up the stairs to my house and walked inside. I slipped my shoes off and flung my jacket to the ground, trying to forget the harsh words that came from Harry's mouth just minutes before. I felt my breathing fasten, my heartbeat start to race, and tears form at the brim of my eyes. The tears fell from my eyes and hit the hardwood floor beneath me as I slid down the wall behind me. "Why was I so stupid to think that he would like me? I hated him and I still do... so why do I have feelings for him? He's an asshole and I'm better than that. All I have to do is stay away from him and I will go back to despising every single thing about him." I said to myself as I wiped the tears from my cheeks. The house phone began to ring and I jumped up from the floor and ran to the kitchen to answer it. "Hello?" I asked. "Sarah,..." "Mom?" "Yeah, we're sorry that we didn't tell you, but your grandma just had emergency heart surgery and we have been watching over her. We will be gone for quite a bit, but you can always call." "For how long?" "Maybe a month or so... maybe even longer, she's not doing so good. And since we're out of state it makes it so much harder, especially since we couldn't bring you." "It's okay, but I'm going to take a shower. Call me tomorrow?" "Sure thing, sweetie." I disconnected the call and filled the bath tub full of steaming hot water. I stripped off my clothes, well Harry's clothes and kicked them to the side as I slid into the boiling hot water. The smell of Harry's body left mine and made me feel somewhat better as I began to calm down. I heard my phone buzzing over and over again and I know that its Harry so I just put my phone on silent. When I got out of the tub I scrolled through the texts that read "Where are you?" "Are you okay?" "Answer me!" "WHAT THE FUCK!?!? At least tell me if you're still alive!" and "You know what? Fuck you, Sarah! I did nothing wrong, you bitch!" I laughed at the thought of him acting like he cares, I bet he didn't even shed a tear when I left... I'm back to hating him, and that's how it should be. He's a mean dog in search of a chew toy, and I won't be his. As I stood in my towel and went through my phone there was a knock at the front door. "God damn it, Harry! Leave me alone!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs and opened the door to see a complete stranger, now there was a part of me wishing it was Harry. I looked at the blonde haired boy that had multiple tattoos and piercings as he looked at me confused. "Sarah?" "Yeah, and you are?" "I'm Niall. Is this a bad time?" He said while staring down at my towel. "Hey! Eyes up here!" I yelled. He laughed and said "Can we talk?" "Is it important? I'm honestly not in the mood to talk to someone I don't know." "Yeah, sort of. I can come back later if you'd like." He said as he nervously scratched the back of his neck. "No, right now is fine. Let me just get some clothes on, wait here." I said as I closed the door in his face and rushed upstairs to my room. I slipped on a pair of yoga pants and a crop top with a tank top underneath, put on some make-up, and quickly brushed through my tangled, wet hair. As I was in the bathroom I noticed the dirty clothes that I was wearing before my bath in the corner, I picked them up and ran back downstairs to open the door for Niall. "You can have a seat in the living room if you'd like." I stuttered. He walked over to the couch and sat down. "Nice place." "Thanks." I mumbled. He looked over at the clothes in my hand and gulped. "Is Harry here?" he asked nervously. "No, sorry. I just had to borrow some of his clothes last night, long story." "Did you guys fuck?" I gasped and said "No! And how do you know Harry in the first place?" I asked, still somewhat offended. "He's my friend and that's why I'm here." "What do you want from me?" "You to stay away from him." "No problem, that's already under control!" I said aggravated. "I'm not trying to be rude, it's just that... he'll hurt you and you're too good for that." He said with a slight smile. "And you came to tell me this why?" I asked as he stood up. "I don't want to see you hurt." "Why do you care? You don't even know me!" "You're a sweet girl and you just don't deserve it." "Can you please leave?" I asked nicely. "Damn! You really are a stubborn bitch!" He laughed. "Is that what Harry told you?" I asked curiously. "Yeah, but I don't blame him." "Well here, give him his shit back. Tell him to have a nice life and that he can keep my shit 'cause I don't want it!" I yelled as I threw Harry's clothes at him. He caught them and held them in his hand and said "Me and a couple of friends are going out to eat in a bit. Would ya like to come?" "Like a date?" "If that's what you want it to be." He smirked. "I've already had enough shit happen with one bad boy, I don't need another..." "I'm not like the others." He said as he placed his hand to my cheek and looked into my eyes. "I...Is Harry going to be there?" I stuttered. "Nope." "Fine, I'll go." "I knew you couldn't resist me." he grinned. "Yeah I can, I'm only going so that I can get out of the house and forget about a certain asshole..." "Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know you want me." He said as he bit his lip ring between his lips. "You ready?" He asked and I nodded. He walked out the door still holding Harry's dirty clothes as I followed behind him to his car. "Do you like burgers?" "Yeah." "Good, because we're going to this amazing burger place." "Cool... so who are we meeting there?" "Just Courtney, Zayn, and Kyle." "Will they like me?" "I hope so, Courtney will probably like you for sure." I smiled, feeling better that someone might actually like me there. We pulled up to the restaurant, bar looking place and walked inside. Niall walked over to a table with two guys and a girl, they all had tattoos and piercings except for the boy that Niall introduced to me as Kyle. The girl with aqua blue, long, curly hair looked at me and patted the seat next to her. "I'm Courtney." She said as I sat down next to her in the booth. "I'm Sarah." "We know." she smiled. "Not to be rude, but how do all of you know who I am?" "Harry." Zayn said, not bothering to look up from his phone. Why would Harry tell all of his friends about me? It's pretty awkward and embarrassing. Niall sat down next to me, so I am now smashed in-between him and Courtney in a small booth. "Would you like a drink?" Niall asked me. "No thank you." "The waitress won't card you, you can have a drink." "Okay, fine, but only one." Niall ordered both me and him a drink as I continued to talk to Courtney. The waitress walked over to us with orange colored drinks and handed them to me and Niall. "Cheers!" He laughed as we clanked our glasses together. "Oh my God, what is this?" I asked amazed. "Good, huh?" "It's freaking delicious." "It's peach mango, I order it all the time, I think I created it." He laughed as he rubbed his nose against my cheek. "Is she your date?" Kyle asked shyly. "I don't know, she never said." he said as he placed his hand on my knee. "I guess if you want me to be, I can." I smiled at him. "Then yes, she's my date." He said to Kyle. "Oh and Liam said he might stop by if he can." "Well why doesn't he just come now?" Courtney asked. "I don't know." Kyle said. "Well he's your brother, you should know." Zayn mumbled finally looking up from his phone and slipping it in his pocket. Niall looked away from them and lifted up my chin with his finger as he wrapped his other arm around my shoulder. "Can I kiss you?" He asked. I slowly nodded before he gently put his soft lips to mine. The coolness of his lip ring sent shivers through my body as he placed his hand on my lower back, pulling me closer to him. "Uh oh." I heard Courtney mumble. "Sarah?" I heard a familiar voice say. I separated from Niall and turned around to see Harry standing about 10 feet away from us with some purple haired looking skank on his side. "What are you doing here?" He said angered. "I'm on a date." I said as I stuck my tongue out at him and looked back at Niall. "I swear, I had no idea." He rambled. I put my finger over his lips and said "It's okay, calm down." I glanced over at Harry and seen that his fists were now clenched shut and his teeth were biting down fiercely on his bottom lip. "Niall!" He said through gritted teeth. Harry walked closer to us as the vein in his neck became more visible. Niall and I stood up from the booth as he stood in front of me, blocking me from the beyond angry Harry. "Stay away from her!" Niall spat at Harry. "I wouldn't lay a finger on her and she knows that, it's you that I want." Harry growled. Harry pushed Niall's chest, making him fall back into me. "Sarah, you okay?" Niall asked me since he just stepped on my feet. "I'm fine." I whimpered. "You hurt her!" Harry screamed. "No he didn't, you did!" I yelled in Harry's face. Niall tried to grab me back but I pulled away. I walked closer to Harry, almost sealing the space between us. "You stay away from him, but most of all...stay away from me!" I yelled, holding back the tears. "You're so fucking sexy when your mad." He stated as he pushed a piece of my hair behind my ears. "Don't touch me ever again!" I snapped as I hit his hand away. "You know you want me." He smirked. "At this point, I want Niall." I hissed. I seen the anger rebuild as he pushed me to the side and charged at Niall, pushing him to the white, tiled floor. "Harry!" I yelled as everyone just sat and watched two guys fight over what I think is me. I walked over to them and grabbed Harry by his shirt trying to pull him off but it was no use. "Zayn, help me!" I panicked. He stood up from his seat and said "Harry, you're taking this way too far, get off of him!" Zayn yelled as he yanked Harry from Niall. Harry wiped the blood from his nose with the back of his hand as he stood up. "Oh my God, are you okay?" I said. "Yeah, I'm fine." Harry sighed. "Not you..." I said as I walked over to help Niall up off the floor. I watched the hurt in Harry's eyes grow, but at this point, I could care less if he fell face first off a cliff. Me and Niall sat back down in the booth as Harry and his whore sat in the booth behind us. "We can leave if you would like." Niall said. "It's okay, don't let him ruin our night." He smiled at me. "What?" "You said our night." "I know what I said, don't push it." I laughed. The shocked waitress walked over to our booth and said "What can I get you guys?" Niall ordered a burger for both of us. She finished our orders and walked away. Everyone was talking to each other as I just sat there trying to hear what Harry and his skank, Amber were talking about. I don't know why, I just did...