TATTOOED -h.s.

Chapter 20

Harry's P.O.V

"Courtney if you tell her I swear to God...I'll...I'll..." I yell. "You'll what? hurt her more than you already are? I'm telling Sarah the truth whether you like it or not. I told you either to tell her yourself or it won't remain a secret forever." "Stay away from her, Courtney!" I say through gritted teeth. "Give me one good reason why I should?" she tries to defeat me. My voice doesn't seem to work and she says "Go on. Tell me." "I...I love her." I sigh before walking away from her without another word knowing that I'm gonna lose the only thing I think I ever cared about.

Sarah's P.O.V

"Hey boo, wanna go get something to eat?" Courtney asks me through the phone. "I don't...." "Great, I'll pick you up in 10." she hangs up before I can protest. Since Harry just decided to leave me and not come back since, I just decided to leave without informing him about my unexpected plans. Ten minutes later,  Courtney pulls up just like she said she would. I got in the passenger seat of the car to notice Amber in the backseat. "Ugh, wonderful." I mumbled. "Yeah, nice to see you too. Can we just get this over with already?" she retorted."Oh I'm stoked." I said sarcastically. She rolled her eyes and about 5 minutes later we parked in the parking lot of the same burger place we met about a month ago...the day Harry first touched me sexually...I shook the memory from my head as a smile formed across my lips. As we sat down Courtney eyed me. "What?" I asked. "Oh would you just break the poor girl's heart already and get this over with!" Amber interrupted. "What are you talking about?" I say as I swallow a lump of fear in my throat. "Sarah...this is gonna be hard..." Courtney sighed. "Last month Niall and Harry made a bet..." "No." I mumbled. "A bet on who can get in the goody goody's pants first. They had a month but Niall eventually gave up because he realized it wasn't worth it. Harry on the otherhand didn't stop until he got what he wanted to prove..." "No...you're lying." I whispered as the tears began to weld up in my eyes. "I'm sorry... I wanted to tell you but I didn't want to be the one to hurt you, Harry wouldn't tell you so I did." "So keeping it from me would make it better? To wait until I fell way to hard for the dick?" "Sarah, you have every right to be mad." "I can't believe this...I thought you were my friend! I trusted you! I trusted all of you! I trusted Harry!" I yelled as I stood up as the tears began to fall, Amber actaully looked like she felt sorry for me for a split second. I ran towards the door to see the guy I loved, believed, and trusted. The guy that meant everything to me as to him I was nothing but a chance for him to win a bet and prove that he was the champion. "Sar..." he said as if he never broke my heart into a million pieces, as if nothing happened, as if he did nothing wrong. "Don't you dare call me that! I hate you, wait no I don't hate you. I despise you. I fucking despise you with everything in me! To make me think you actually loved me or even liked me for that matter! I honestly thought that you were actually different than what people made you out to be, but I guess I was wrong because you're just as heartless as everyone says...I hope you rot in fucking hell, Styles!" I screamed in his face and before I knew it my hand left an instant mark on his cheek. I ran outside and made sure he couldn't see which way I left because that would be the last time he ever sees me again and I'll make sure of that...

Harry's P.O.V

"What the fuck did you tell her?" I screamed at the 2 snitches standing by the booth. "The God damn truth, Harry!" "I can't believe you!" I screamed in Courtney's face. "You can't believe me? I can't believe you! I thought you were different from the rest of them, but you proved me wrong and if you did really love her you wouldn't have told the world about the night you what was it?'Fucked her brains out'?" "Don't..." "Or how she screamed your name...how loud did she scream it again?...The truth hurts don't it? Now you know how she feels... How much you broke her, how much you destroyed her, how much you lied to her..." "Stop!" my breathing hitched in my throat as I lost feeling of the beating in my chest. I lost her.

Sarah's P.O.V

The tears fell uncontrollably as I remained to feel nothing but pain. Physical and emotional pain. After running down a couple of blocks I just decided to give up. I slid down a brick wall in the middle of an alley as the sun began to set. I laughed as I stared at ths sun disappearing. "How could I be so fucking stupid?" I laughed again. "To think that thee Harry Styles loved someone? Ha! Me on top of it all!...So fucking stupid..." the mocking soon turned into the worst feeling in the world. I can't even explain it...pain? It felt like pain, sorrow, emptiness, stupidity, loneliness,  betrayal, everything jumbled in one. Every word in the english dictionary flashed through my mind. I feel so alone. "I wish I was dead..." I mumbled as I rested my arms on my knees that were pulled up to my numb chest. "What are you doing out here all alone, baby girl?" he asked. "Why the fuck would you care?" I snapped. "Come on, I'll give you a ride." "Ha! You're hilarious." I sarcastically chuckled. "I'm serious." "Fuck you." "Still feisty I see." he smirked. "I said no, please just leave me alone." "Sar..." "Don't you fucking dare call me that." I growled. "Wipe your God damn tears and stand the fuck up, I'll bring you home. Do you really want to walk 2 miles in the dark? Who knows what could happen." He reached a hand out and helped me up. "This is a one time thing...Dean."

( So I decided I'm gonna start writing those note thingys after each update so here is my first attempt...uh oh what's gonna happen? When Dean's involved nothing good could possibly happen right? Comment what you think might happen and say "Thank you Lauren." since she helped with an idea in this chapter. Toodles xx) -Sarah