TATTOOED -h.s.

Chapter 38

"So do you two have any plans?" Anne nonchalantly asked. "What do you mean by plans?" Harry chuckled. "You know..." Anne said, pointing to the sparkling rock on her finger, followed by a wink. Harry didn't answer her, he just stared into my eyes as if he could find the answer there.

Harry's P.O.V
After finishing our delicious dinners, the dishwasher boy came from the kitchen and took our cleared plates. Sarah thanked him as he grabbed her plate. He nervously smiled at her as his cheeks became a darker shade of red. I squeezed her hand tighter and gave him a slight warning glare, causing him to head back to the kitchen.

When we arrived back to the house, Sarah fell back onto the large bed and mumbled. "I'm so tired." As I took my pants off, she stood back up and walked towards the glass doors that were covered with fancy gold-like curtains and opened them. "Holy shit, babe!" She said ecstatic. I walked up behind her, put my arm around her waist and looked ahead to see an expensive hot tub on the large balcony type thing. It was covered by a wooden roof, the view showed the night sky full of stars and the bright moon with the shadows of full trees every here and there. "It's beautiful." She stared up at the stars in awe. Oh God, I love her. I love her so much. In an instant, out of nowhere, she spun around to face me and shyly stated "At dinner, you never answered your mom's question." "Babe, you know I don't like taking about those types of things." "We're gonna have to eventually. What's the point of a relationship if you can't see the future with that person?" "You know I don't even like the fucking thought of marriage or children. I told you that shit from the start, so why must you dig it up again now?" "Well then I guess I'll just bury it once more. Marriage and children are things that happen when people decide it's time to grow up...something you need to do if you want to be with me." She tried to walk away and I could sense she wanted to cry. "So what are you trying to say? If I don't grow up, put a ring on your finger, and impregnate you, you don't want to be with me?" "Why do always scramble my words to make me sound like a horrible person?" She growled, full of frustration. "But that is what you're saying, isn't it? Go ahead and leave because I can't give you what you want.  If that is what you want...then buh-bye." I was unable to bite my tongue as the words fell from my lips. She glanced at me, completely heart broken at the selfishness she just witnessed before walking out the bedroom door and down the stairs.

Sarah's P.O.V
"Honey, where are you going it's late?" Anne made her way towards me. I quickly wiped at my tears, but she noticed and asked me what was wrong. "If Harry wants to tell you, he can. I just need some air." I puffed before walking out the door, quickly shutting it behind me. I don't know where I was going, I just started walking.

Harry's P.O.V
There was a quiet knock on the bedroom door, thinking it was Sarah, I told them to come in. My mom walked in as I remained sitting on the end of the bed with my face in my hands. "What happened?" She asked. "Why should you care? You caused it with that stupid fucking question tonight at dinner." I could see the slap in the face my words caused and I apoligized. "I'm sorry, I just...I can't see me as a married man or a father for that matter. I can't even treat myself right, how could I hold those titles to take care of the people I love if I can't even do that for myself?" "I'll talk to you about this later, but the longer I wait the further she's getting. It's dangerous in certain parts of town at this time of night and she's out wandering around." "She left?" "Yes, now come on, I'll help look. Rob is sleeping already anyways." I got in the passenger seat of my mom's car and we started our search. We eventually gave up, when we couldn't find her. We drove back home worried, hoping she was already back or at least on her way.

Sarah's P.O.V
"Hey, you're that girl from earlier." A voice said from behind me. I turned around to see the dishwasher boy from the restaurant earlier. "Yep, thats me. So why are you out here?" I asked. "I just got off, I had to lock up tonight. Why are you out here?" He asked in return. "Long story." I frowned. "Would you like to get some drinks or coffee or something? It's kind if late now, but maybe another time if you'd like." "Right now would be perfectly fine and coffee sounds pretty delicious honestly." I chuckled. He smiled and said "Great, there's this place right down the road, their coffee is killer." He seemed excited.

"Thank you for walking me home and the coffee, I appreciate it." I thanked him. "No problem, if you ever want to hang out or something again before you leave, just let me know." He smiled and gave me an awkward hug I wasn't expecting. As his arms wrapped around me, I looked up to see the shadow of Harry leaning on the balcony looking down at us. "Ok, I'll see you later." I said as I pulled away from him. I looked up once more to see the shadow disappear back into the room. I walked up to the room but Harry wasn't in there. He clearly didn't want to see me and I don't blame him. Without a care, I stripped down to nothing and got into the hot tub. I heard the bedroom door open and close and soon after, the balcony door opened to reveal a strained Harry. "I know you seen me...what was all that about down there?" "He bought me a coffee and walked me home because I couldn't remember how to get back. He was just being nice, nothing else happened." "Mhm hmm." He mumbled while looking down. "What, you don't trust me? Stop treating me like I'm the only one that does bad in this relationship and like everything is always my fault." At this point, my face was in my hands as I heard the water move, signaling he got in. "Baby..." he whispered as he removed my hands from my face. "I trust you, I didn't mean for it to sound like that." I continued to look the other way and he grabbed my face to look at him. "I'm sorry for everything I said earlier, I wasn't thinking, it just hurt me to think you'd leave me over those things." He just looked at me and begged. "Sar, please." His face fell. "Come here, you doof." I smiled. He smiled back and pulled me onto his lap. "I didn't know you were naked too." He grinned. His tip surprisingly grazed my entrance as I remained on his lap. "I love you." I chuckled as I kissed the corner of his mouth, causing his half smile to emerge. "How did I ever get so lucky?" He asked as he just studied my face. I ran my fingers through his damp, long hair and pushed it from his face. "No, how did I get so lucky?" I asked the flawless, bad boy. I placed gentle wet kisses down his jawline and neck and he let out a groan. The steam from the water caused our skin to cover with a shimmering glaze. "Don't ever leave me," he mumbled against my skin as he kissed down my neck, making his way to my chest. "Never." I assured him. "I don't know what would happen if I ever lost you again." He continued to leave sloppy kisses down my wet skin. "I know every little thing about you," he sucked at my nipples, causing my head to fall back in pleasure as I sucked in a sharp breath of the humid air. "All of your weaknesses," he continued as he now sucked at my collarbone. "But when it comes to me," he kissed back up my neck. "You're my only weakness."

A/N: SARRY IS MY OTP! Who's with me? I'm also taking a poll...Sarry babies? Yes or no, just wondering? Comment what you think, vote and follow.