TATTOOED -h.s.

Chapter 13

Sarah's P.O.V

I found Harry on the floor next to the couch, his body was flailing around, as he continued to scream at the top of his lungs. I grabbed his hands in mine and tried to calm him down as I sat in his bare lap and he continued to freak out. I put my arms tightly around his sweat covered body and held his face to my chest as I gently ran my fingers through his damp hair and whispered into his ear. "Shh, calm down, I'm right here, it's okay, I'm right here." His head shot up from my chest and he looked into my eyes as the fear drained from his face. He grabbed me in his arms and squeezed me tightly. "I'm sorry, about everything. I caused this, I didn't mean to hurt you." I cried into his bare shoulder. "It's not your fault babe, I get them all the time. They've haunted me since I was little, but there was never anyone that could stop them." He mumbled. "What do you mean?" "You were the only one that was ever able to wake me up from my nightmares, no one was ever able to do what you just did." "Why not? All I did was hold you and tell you that everything was going to be okay." "Exactly. No one ever did that for me. No one ever held me in their arms, no one ever said those things to me... ever..." He said as the sorrow grew in his eyes. "Well I did and I meant every single word." I whispered to him as I placed my hands on his cheeks. I paused before looking straight into his eyes and said "Did you mean it?" "Mean what?" "Last night, what you screamed to me." "That I love you?" "Yeah..." I sighed nervously. "Of coarse I do." "I'm so stupid!" I said as I stood up from his naked lap. "What?" "I'm selfish, all I was thinking about was myself! I should have never left you..." "I don't blame you, after what you seen I would probably do the same thing." I stayed silent before asking "Why'd you do it?" "I didn't, I swear to God Sarah, I didn't even know she was there. I was spaced out, I was thinking." He rambled. "About what? What were you possibly so into thought about that you wouldn't even notice someone climbing onto your God damn lap?" I snapped. "You..." he whispered as he ran his fingers through my knotted hair. His lips touched mine, it felt like forever but I love feeling so close to him. "I can't take you serious when you are naked." I laughed in between kisses. He smiled and said "The only thing your wearing is my shirt, and it's hardly even covering your goods." I hit his shoulder as I lightly giggled. "My goods?" I laughed at his choice of words.  "Yeah, your goods." He smirked. "I'm gonna take a shower." I stated. "It's six o'clock in the morning, and it's winter. Come back to bed with me?" He whined. "I will... after my shower..." I giggled. "Fine!" He groaned as he walked back to his room. I walked to the bathroom debating if I should just take the shower later and go back to bed, but I decided to just get it over with. I pulled Harry's shirt over my head and dropped it to the cold, tiled floor before I stepped into the warm water. It immediately calmed my nerves and relaxed every inch of my stressed, tired body. I stood in the water thinking about what to do today since it's my birthday, but nothing came to mind. I was interrupted by my thoughts when the shower curtain was pushed open. I panicked and tried my best to cover my naked, visible body. "Harry!" I yelled. He smirked at me and said "Can I join you?" "Um... no..." I awkwardly stated. "Why not? It is my shower and all..." He grinned while stepping into the shower. "I just don't feel comfortable taking a shower with someone I hardly even know..." I mumbled. "You don't feel uncomfortable when I'm in your pussy so what's the difference?" He chuckled. "Harry!" I said as my cheeks started to darken. "You're so shy, yet so needy..." "I'm not needy! I don't need anything!" I said. "You may not need, but I know you want..." He smirked as he stepped closer, closing the space between our wet, naked bodies as he tightly gripped my hips. "I don't want anything." I pouted as he grazed his thumb over my bottom lip. He closed the gap between our lips and forced them to connect. He moved his lips from my mouth and moved them down my neck. He took a piece of my skin between his teeth and lightly sucked as he slid his hand down my soaked body. "Are you sure you don't want anything?" He seductively whispered into my neck. Before I could respond, he shoved his long finger inside of me, making my gasp in surprise. "Ha...Harry..." I breathed. "You like it don't you?" He mumbled. I moaned louder as he kept moving it faster and faster. "Harry, I... I...I..." I moaned as my breathing began to hitch. He removed his finger from me and brought it to his lips. "Why'd you stop?" I pouted as I placed my arms around his neck. "I never said I was finished." He smirked as he sexually licked his finger. "You taste so good." He stated before placing his hands under my butt as my arms remained around his neck and I played with his damp, wet curls. Before I could say anything he lifted me up by my thighs as I tightly held onto his shoulders. "What are you doing?" I curiously asked as I stared into his hungry eyes. "You'll see." He grinned before throwing my legs over his shoulders and shoved my back against the shower wall. I held onto his head tightly, feeling as though he would drop me. His hot breath tingled against my most sensitive area as he gently blew against the skin. "Harry..." I begged, tired of his teasing. "I told you that you'd see..." He said as he bit his lip. Before I could respond, he shoved his face forward and shot his tongue inside of me. I tightly gripped the ends of his hair and pulled, unable to control it. "Keep doing that." He moaned against me as his tongue remained inside of me. I pulled harder at his wet hair as he moaned inside of me. "Uh! Harry! More! Give me more!" I screamed, begging for more of his touch. As his tongue remained licking, he shoved one of his fingers inside of me as well. I whimpered and he pulled away. "Did I hurt you?" He asked concerned. "A little, but don't stop." I frowned. He continued pleasuring me and within seconds I felt the heat rise in the pit of my stomach. "I'm so close." I moaned. Only a couple seconds passed before I came undone, I rode out my high by pushing my hips closer to his face. My breathing remained heavy as he lifted me down off his shoulders. He set me down in front of him as we looked into each others eyes. He placed a soft kiss to my lips before he pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around my bare, wet body. "Happy Birthday." He whispered into my soaked hair as he placed a kiss to the top of my head. We stood like that for awhile as the steaming, hot water slowly fell onto us from above. He separated our bodies and placed his hands on my cheeks. He removed his hands from my face and placed them behind his neck. "What are you  doing?" I mumbled. He removed the paper airplane necklace from his neck and said "Turn around." I turned around and he placed the necklace around my neck, he clasped it shut and let the silver pendant fall against the skin of my bare chest. "Keep it safe." He mumbled as he placed a kiss to my shoulder. "Why are you giving me this?" I asked him as I held the charm in my hand. "It's your birthday and I want you to have it because I know that you can keep it safe." "Isn't it important to you?" "Yes, very, but..." I cut him off and said "I can't accept this." as I went to unclasp it. He grabbed my hands and held them in his."No! I want you to have it, keep it. I will tell you everything about it later." he snapped before letting go of my hands and exiting the shower. "Harry, I..." "Save it." He cut me off as he walked out the bathroom door, leaving a trail of wet footprints behind him. Why is he making such a big deal about this? I turned off the water and wrapped a towel around myself, something that Harry didn't do. I walked to the bedroom and he wasn't in there. I looked through the pile of my clothes that Harry brought here for me but I giggled to myself because he grabbed about 5 shirts and one pair of underwear. I slipped on a shirt and grabbed a pair of his sweat pants from the floor before walking into the living room to see him sitting on the couch just staring at the wall in front of him wearing only a pair of boxers. I walked up behind him and snaked my arms down his chest and wrapped them around him. "I didn't mean it like that. I just didn't want to take something so important to you and be held responsible if something happens to it. I love it, Harry. I honestly do." He wrapped his arms around mine and pulled me over his shoulder and onto the couch cushion next to him. He didn't look at me as he said "Let's go back to bed, it's only seven in the morning, it's too early for all this." He stood up without saying another word and left me alone on the couch as he walked back to his bedroom. I stood up and sighed as I laid on the edge of the bed, trying to keep my distance from him. As my eyes started to slowly fall shut, he pulled me into his chest and kissed the top of my head as he mumbled "You know I'm not mad at you right?" "Mhm hmm." I slowly nodded before I drifted off into a deep sleep. I woke up about an hour later because Harry was hogging all the blankets and I was freezing. I pulled the blankets from him and he groaned with annoyance. "Stop it." He argued with his raspy voice. "No, I'm cold!" I stated before rolling over. I felt his arm wrap around my waist before he pulled me as close to him as possible. "I can take care of that." He smirked as he placed a wet, sloppy kiss to the back of my neck. I smiled as he entangled our legs together before falling back asleep. I stayed awake a bit longer than him because I couldn't stop thinking about how I could possibly hate a boy so much and then about a week later feel like I've known him my whole life and love him like crazy. I can't even spend a whole minute without him invading my thoughts, especially when they're invaded by his stunning, emerald eyes taking over my mind. I can't believe I fell in love with my worst nightmare, most of all the bad boy, the boy I used to be deathly afraid of, the boy with the name that would make me shiver just from hearing it aloud. But everything seems so different now, everything changed so fast after these last couple of days, mostly because I met the side of Harry that no one else ever did... I was woken up from an overload of heat, when I opened my eyes Harry was laying on top of me with his curls sprawled out across my bare chest. His face was soft, as small quiet snores escaped his mouth. I glanced over at the alarm clock on the side of the bed and seen that it is about 6 o'clock in the evening. "Shit!" I mumbled quietly trying my best not to wake him. I tried to slowly slip out from underneath him, but he grumbled in annoyance. I quickly pushed him off, hoping that he wouldn't notice. I escaped from his tight grasp and sat on the edge of the bed. As I was about to stand up, two strong arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me back so that I was laying on top of him. "No." He whined. "Harry, it's 6 o'clock. I have to go. I told you this last night." I frowned. "No. Stay with me. Come back to bed." He mumbled. "I can't. I'm sorry." "Fine! Whatever! Leave, I don't care, I was going to go to the gym anyways!" He yelled as he stood up from the bed. "You're an asshole! I specifically told you that I couldn't stay! Fuck you! I'll have a better birthday without you!" I fought back as I quickly got dressed before storming out the front door and slamming it behind me. I started walking to my house as the snow began to get heavier and my face completely lost feeling. By the time I got to the front door my body was completely numb from head to toe. As I opened the door, I was startled as about 50 people jumped up out of nowhere and screamed "Surprise!" "Oh my God, who did this?" I asked as I hugged Lauren, Emily, and Audrey. "Open the closet." Lauren said. "Um... why?" "That's who did all of this, the person in the closet." "So are you trying to tell me that no one did this?" "No! Just open the closet!" Emily said. I sighed and walked over to the closet and opened it to reveal the one person I didn't expect to see... Harry. I just stared at him before he stepped out of the closet with his arms waiting for a hug. I un froze and buried my head into his shoulder as he rubbed my back and held me tightly. "I'm sorry." I mumbled into his neck. "It's okay, it felt weird actually finding a way to intentionally start a fight to make you leave. Usually it just happens on its own." He laughed. "Thank you." I said as I placed a gentle kiss to his lips. We ate cake, danced around like maniacs and before I knew it people started leaving. "They're leaving because it's boring." Harry cockily remarked as he took a drink from his red plastic cup. "No, they're leaving because it's late." I barked as I walked away. He grabbed my wrist and he tried to say something but I interrupted him by saying "If it's so fucking boring, then why are you still here? Just leave already!" I said as I ran to my room and sat on the bed. He knocked on the door but he just walked in anyways. "Why do you always do that?" "Do what?" "Jump to conclusions and act all bitchy! ...and you call me bipolar?" He snapped. "Ha! Really? You're the one that always starts it, you're the one who has to say rude shit just to piss me the fuck off!" "You're so hot when you're mad." He seductively whispered into my ear, before kissing down my jaw line as he tried to climb onto my lap. I pushed him off of me and stood up. "What do you want from me?" I quietly asked as tears began to brim my eyes but I tried my best to hold them in. "What do you mean?" he asked confused while a guilty look spread across his face. "You don't want a relationship with me, you don't want me as a girlfriend, you always start shit, and it feels like you only want me for pleasure..." I said while choking on my own words. "You know that's not true." he said while taking a step towards me. I backed away from him and said "I think it would be best if you just leave..." "Sarah, I..." I cut him off by saying "Please, just go." I kept my eye contact distant before he snapped. "What the fuck, are you serious right now? I didn't even do anything!" he screamed while spitting in my face. "Keep believing yourself because you've treated me so badly since we met at that party. Once again, you don't want me as a girlfriend, you don't want a relationship with me, what the fuck do you want?" "You. That's what I want. Is that too much to ask for?" "That's not enough, technically you just look at me as one of your friends with benefits and that's not what I want..." "Then what do you want?" he sighed, still not calmed down. "I want a relationship, I want to know that I can trust you, that you really do love me, I want you to be my boyfriend..." I sobbed. "I already fucking told your ass that I don't date! If you can't accept that then I don't know what to tell you because you're such a fucking selfish bitch... happy fucking birthday, goodbye." he screamed as he slipped his leather jacket on and stormed out my bedroom door, slamming it in the process as he left me on my bed crying. I guess it is true... it's my party and I'll cry if I want to...

Lauren's P.O.V

I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around to see that Zayn guy that Sarah introduced me to earlier. "I can hear them fighting." he stated. "They fight all the time, it's normal for them." I frowned. All of a sudden Harry viciously stormed out of Sarah's room. As he ran down the stairs while taking two steps at a time, I grabbed his arm and said "Harry, you can't just leave! It's her birthday for fuck's sake!" "Watch me." He growled right before slamming the front door so hard that the whole house literally shook. I watched him from the window as he jumped into his car and sped off, leaving a trail of skid marks behind him. I listened to her sobs through the thin wall but decided against going inside, she probably just wants to be alone. After about 20 minutes she stormed out of her room while wiping her tears and said "I'm going out." before running out the front door and getting inside an unfamiliar car.

Sarah's P.O.V

"Happy birthday." Niall greeted me as I got in his car. "Thanks for texting me, I really just need to have some fun." "It's nothing. I just thought I'd invite you, I heard what happened from Zayn and don't let Harry ruin your birthday, this is your special day." "Yeah...so what club are we going to?" "You'll see. It's not too far." ...As we walked into the club, Niall grabbed my hand and I didn't hesitate. He guided me over to a group of familiar people, but I seen a couple new faces. Zayn, Courtney, and stupid Amber were the only faces I recognized. "This is Stan." Niall introduced me to the guy that looks beyond fucked up. "Stan and Harry have a past... they've never liked each other." Amber smirked at me. I sarcastically smirked back before turning back to Niall "This is really uncomfortable..." I sighed. Loud music started bursting through the club and drunk bodies began dancing, and grinding on each other. Niall walked away to go get a beer and Stan walked over to me. Why is it that every time the person I'm with walks away, something bad happens? Stan loudly talked into my ear, trying to yell over the loud music. "Would you like to dance?" "No thank you." I sternly said. "Come on, baby." he whispered against my neck from behind as he started to rub his junk against my ass. "Get off of me!" I yelled as I pushed him to the ground. I spotted Zayn in the crowd and yanked him outside. "Sorry to interrupt, but I'm going to leave. Can you please tell Niall that I left? I couldn't find him." "Yeah...sure..." He said awkwardly. "Okay...bye..." I said as I started to walk away. "Happy birthday again..." "Thanks." I mumbled as I continued to walk away as the sky drizzled with rain and melted the snow on the ground beneath me. As I walked through the somewhat warm winter, I had an urge to call Harry to pick me up but I decided against it. I heard something behind me and an eerie feeling grew in my stomach, but I just told myself that it was all just my imagination. "Well, well, well, look what we have here..." the familiar harsh voice said from behind my trembling body.