Not in My Plans

Part 4

The day I got to NY the boys where waiting for me at the hotel we were staying. I had 3 missed calls from Kendall and a text from Carlos and James asking me where the hell I was. I replied them both telling them I was on my way and decided to return Kendall’s call.

-“Hey man!” Kendall answered.

-“Hey… sorry I’m late, my flight was delayed, and I need your help with something!” 

-“Why did something bad happen?” Kendall said a little worried 

-“Nah man don’t worry it’s just a girl I kinda met at the airport”

-“You kinda met? I don’t get it.” he said confused.

-“I’m on my way to Starbucks lets meet there so I can explain” with that we both hung up and were on our way.

We sat down with some coffee and I explained the whole thing and that I wanted to see her and apologize. 

There was something about her and her eyes were just wow; even though I treated her like that, she never said something back at me, well when I bumped into her she did but that was it; she still kept her cool. 

-“Dude just promise, no funny business; we don’t need more scandals!” Kendall said making me wake up from my day dream.

- “I know but… I have a feeling this-” “But nothing! We have enough girl trouble as it is” Kendall said cutting me off and taking a sip of his coffee.

- “It’s different this time just let me finish explaining man” After I finished explaining he was looking at me with the biggest eyes ever.

-”WOW you went to all that trouble to get that girls info” 

-“I know it feels a bit stupid you gotta underst-“Kendall cut me off 

-“yeah man I do! I’ve never seen you go through all this for a girl, so she must be pretty damn special to do this to you just by bumping into her; and yeah you where a total ass to her haha.”

-“Yeah she showed me more with her actions than with her words, not like me, my words and my actions where the worst” I said with my head down.

-“So…you gonna go after her?” he rose an eyebrow

-“I don’t know, what should I do? That’s why I asked you to come over here”

-“Well its your decision”

-“your no help” I said playfully “but I think I’ll wait a few days”

I got in my car and all that was in my mind was that I needed to figure out what I was going to say when I see her again. She’s gonna think I’m some kind of psychopath or a stalker. But I’m gonna risk it anyway, she is still in my mind and I need to fix everything, God I messed up earlier with her. 

2 Days later

Everything I do I mess up. What the hell is happening to me? Even the guys have noticed.

-“Hey man what’s wrong? You’ve been out of it for the past few days!” James said patting my shoulder.

-“Yeah. I… I just have been needing to take care of something” I shook my head bringing me back to reality.

-“Dude I think it’s time already you go and take care of 'IT', we can all se its driving you nuts” Kendall said walking to the kitchen. All the guys looked at us strange. They didn't know what he were talking about, I still haven't told them yet. I just looked at them with the 'I'll tell yu later' facial expression. Soon I got ready and headed out the door.

-"Good Luck..." Kendall yelled out to me from the kitchen

The drive felt eternal but an hour later I was knocking on her door, hopefully she was still here.

-“Hi...”