Not in My Plans

Part 17

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-“Elizabeth there is no easy way of saying this but we have to go back to LA”

-“Why? What’s wrong?” I felt a knot in my stomach

-“Its… Its Logan he crashed his motorcycle and is being rushed to the hospital Kendall said he is in a pretty bad condition”

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-“NO… HE CAN’T BE! HE HAS TO BE OK!” I was in shock oh please let him be ok.

-“Come on help me pack so we can be on our way Kendall said he would explain as soon as we got there” I helped her pack and in less than two hours we were on a plane to LA. 

The whole 6 hours on the plane were horrible. I couldn’t sleep, I was stuck in my seat and my thoughts were everywhere. ‘Is he dead? Will he be ok? Will he be in a coma? Will he be missing any body parts?’ I thought to myself. The flight attendant came by and told us to to adjust our seat for landing, guess It’s time to find the answer to all my questions. 

It was now 8:00 AM, Kendall was waiting for us outside.

-“Hey baby” he gave Michelle a peck on the lips and grabbed her bag. “Hi Ella I thought you wouldn’t come, it’s nice to see you here” I just stayed quiet and got into the car. 

-“Well I don’t have much information on Logan’s condition. The doctor didn’t let us go see him last night, but I’m sure today they will. I just hope he’s ok” after he said those words my heart dropped. The car ride was silent until we arrived at the hospital.

Carlos and James were coming out of the room that Logan was in, they had long faces on so I don’t think any good news will come soon. 

Before we went in the doctor came by and we asked him what had happened.

-“Brace yourselves it’s not a pretty site but he is stable. He has a hairline fracture to the skull, his face suffered some damage, 2 broken ribs, a fractured arm and a broken leg. All we have to do is wait for him to wake up only time will tell. He is a strong young man, he’ll get through it”

-“Thank you Dr. Howard” said Kendall 

When we went in the room it was such a sad view. His face had mayor scrapes on it, Kendall told me he took off without his helmet. He was lucky to only get scrapes and a fracture on his head, something worse could have happened to him. His arm and leg were in a cast and he was hooked up to all sorts of machines. A minute after we went in I sat by him and took his free hand in mine. 

-“Kendall let’s give Ella a minute alone, let’s go talk to the guys” Man this woman understood me better than my mother.

-“Thank you” was all I could get out of my mouth. 

They shut the door and looked at his face I just couldn’t believe this happened to him. I didn’t know if he could hear me but a few minutes after Michy and Kendall left I started to talk to him.

-“Logan… I wish you could hear me. I really miss you…” I must have been dreaming because I swear I felt him squeeze my hand “yet again you made my plans change.” I chuckled to myself every time I plan for something better in my life no matter what I do it always brings me back to Logan. “You know… what you did really hurt me, but… that doesn’t mean I never stopped loving you” I caressed the side of his face while saying those words. A minute later he squeezed my hand. OK now I know I’m not dreaming. He started to move his head. I ran out of the room to get some help.

-“Nurse, Doctor he’s waking up!” all the staff rushed inside the room and all you could hear was Logan shouting at the top of his lungs.

-“NO… I WANT TO DIE…! LET ME DIE! ELLA DOESN’T LOVE SO LET MY FUCKING DIE! WHAT’S THE PIONT OF BEING ALIVE?” everybody turned to look at me I just collapsed crying on the hospital couch. All of this was my fault. If he only knew that I still loved him, from the bottom of my soul to the core of my being. 

Half hour later the doctor and nurses came out saying that everything was under control and we could go and talk to him. 

Al the machines he was hooked up earlier were gone, only the IV was on him. I was at the back of the group so I wouldn’t cause much of a scene. But it was no use his eyes stuck to me the second I came in the room. Nobody said anything not wanting to make matter more awkward. The doctor came in a few minutes later.

-“Logan can go home in a few days he has no mayor injuries but he need to be really really careful with his head and have somebody with him at all times, just in case”

Carlos, James and Kendall backed out quickly; Logan was their friend but all three of them had a pretty hectic schedule. Michelle said that it wouldn’t be a good idea for a journalist like her to be looking after him because everybody would be demanding a story from her.

-“Maybe I can take care of him? I mean I don’t have a job. Well not anymore. And I don’t have a place to stay.”

-“You sure you’re up for it?” they all asked.

-“Why not? I’m not that kind of person to hold a grudge. I don’t find the point in it.”

-“OK the it’s settled Ella will look after Logan” said James.

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