Not in My Plans

Part 18

Ella’s POV

Once Logan got out of the hospital the guys helped me take him home. I got settled in as bet as I could. The first few days I thought I was gonna go crazy. Neither of us said a word to each other and I wonder what happened to Holly? 

I couldn’t take this silence anymore! We were sitting at the dinner table, you could hear a pin drop from the silence in that room. I had to break the ice things were awkward enough. 

-“So… How are you feeling?” my voice was kinda shaky 

-“Huh? Sorry I was lost in my thoughts” 

-“I asked how are you feeling? Are you excited to get your arm cast off next Monday?”

-“Oh… yeah… I really want to be able to do things normally again and umm… I’ve been better. Thanks for asking.”

-“Umm Logan…” I couldn’t believe what I was going to ask but I needed to know.

-“Yeah?”

-“Why hasn’t Holly visited you? I mean she is your girlfriend isn’t she?” I swallowed hard wanting the ground to gobble me up.

-“Uhh… she’s not my girlfriend. She left a while ago when she told me to choose between you and her. I had to do what felt right… I chose you Ella. But I know you don’t want me back and I deserve that. Don’t worry I won’t force you take me back” he got up from the table put his plate in the sink and went to his room.

-“Oh…” was all I could say. 

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Logan got his arm cast removed two weeks ago, all he has now is his leg cast that will come off in a month or so. Dr. Howard said he was healing well and he would be back to normal soon. The scrapes in his face were all gone along with the bruises on his body. 

Since his arm cast came off Logan had been doing little things for me. Like one time there was a candle lit dinner for one and a note saying ‘Won’t make it home for dinner. I’ll be out working with the guys, but I hope you enjoy what I made for you beautiful. Xoxo Logan’ or at sometimes I would wake up to a single red rose with a note attached to it that read ‘With Love, Logan’

The little things like these are what really get to me. If only he knew. This boy makes my heart skip a beat just by the sight of him. He really kept his word when he said he won’t make me take him back. But what if I did want him back? Every day it kills me when I see him walk by me and I can’t hug him or kiss him and to have these one minute conversations with him is frustrating. At least I get to be near him even though it hurts. 

A month and a half later… (Logan’s POV)

Finally today was the day I get my leg cast off. Ella took me to Dr. Howard’s office he told me that I was doing ok and that he was impressed with the progress my health made. He took my cast off and said he would see me in about a month. 

I got home and called up the guys.

-“Guys this deserves a celebration. Let’s go to clubbing maybe hit Paomi that’s a great place” I hung up the phone and went to Ella’s door. After we came home from the Dr.’s office she went to her room. “Hey Ella get ready tonight all of us are going to celebrate at Paomi’s”

It was now 8:00PM I was waiting for Ella in my living room. She took my breath away once she stepped out of that room. She had on a fitted black dress that made her curves stand out. Red heels that made her legs look a mile long. Her hair was in waves that stopped in the middle of her back.

-“Wow you look beautiful” I grabbed her hand and kissed her cheek.

-“Well you look handsome too” she said and blushed. 

Everybody had arrived at the club Michelle cam up to us and asked ‘Hey you guys back together?’ that was when I noticed that my hand was intertwined with Ella’s

-“oh… sorry” I said to Ella. I let go of her hand and we both has a light shade of blush on our faces.

The night was going amazing. I even got a chance to dance with Elizabeth. The way our bodies moved as one was incredible. After we danced we were all at the bar, James and Carlos were getting us all drinks when this random girl started grinding on my side. I tried to shake her off but she just wouldn’t take a hint. I think Ella noticed thank God the guys came back with our drinks.

-“I would like to make this toast out to Ella, thank you for being there for me” I looked for her but I noticed she was gone. Michelle took notice and told me that Ella went home because she had a little too much to drink, but that was a lie. Ella didn’t even have one drink all she had was water. 

I got home a few hour later. The TV was on and on my couch was Ella. She had dried tears on her face. Why did that random girl had to fuck everything up? I turned off the TV and grabbed her bridal style. I set her down on her bed but before I could put her under the covers she grabbed my arm and said.

-“Logan please don’t go!”

-“Are you sure?” 

-“Please” she said as she nodded and her eves got watery.

I Got out of my jacket, took off my shoes and my pants and laid on the bed. She found her way next to me and buried her face into my chest. Slowly I put the covers over us. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed the top of her head. You could hear her quiet sobs as I stroked her hair until she fell asleep.

-“I love you” was the last thing I said before I drifted into the best sleep I’ve had in a long time.

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