Not in My Plans

Part 22

Logan’s POV

It’s been a month and the guys and I have been hard at work. Season is half over and we are in the process of writing our new album. Ella is at her mom’s house in New York haven’t seen her since she went to visit her. I can feel something is wrong but she says everything is perfect. 

My phone went off snapping me out of my thoughts.

-“Hello?” It was Ella. “Hi baby how’s everything going?” she said everything is perfect as usual. “WHAT… ANOTHER MONTH? Baby girl please…” she said she was staying another month with her mom. This is killing me! Did I do something wrong? “But baby I miss you! Did I do something to upset you? Please come home!” I could tell she was crying and hung up. 

God I’m so stupid she was probably waiting for me to propose to her at the lake house, but my nerves didn’t let me; I’m such a wimp. I even had the ring in my pocket, but she has the power to make me shut down and forget about the world. I just hope she comes back soon.

Ella’s POV

I got up and decided to call Logan. I needed to tell him I was staying for another month or so. I am driving myself nuts. I don’t know what to do with this situation. Logan will hate me for ruining his carrier with this baby. 

Hearing his voice was so calming. I miss Logan so much but… how am I going to tell him about our baby?

 I hung up and looked at my slightly flat belly “Hi baby that was your daddy on the phone. I love him so much and of course I love you too. I hope he takes our little secret well.” nausea overpowered me and I had to go running to the bathroom.

-“Hey honey is there a reason you’ll be staying here one mor-“ My mother came in the bathroom and saw me leaning over the toilet. “Elizabeth Marie Rodriguez is there something you’d like to tell me?”

By now I had tears in my eyes. I sat her down in my room and told her everything. She gave me a hug and soothed my while I cried on her shoulder.

-“Oh honey everything is going to be ok. A baby is a wonderful gift from God. I’m sure he would be happy you two are gonna be parents. So stop it with all the nonsense about ruining his life and carrier. He needs to know.” 

My mother was right; I’ll just have to figure out how.

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I haven’t talked to Logan all month.

So… I think today was the day.

I got dressed in a flowy shirt so nobody would notice my little bump. And made my way to the airport.

I took my seat on the plane headed to LA and whispered to my little 2 month old belly “Ready to meet your daddy, and tell him our little secret?” my nerves weren’t so bad, that is… until the flight attendant announced that we would be landing in 10 minutes. 

Michelle was waiting for me at the airport and as soon as I hugged her she let go.

-“Ella please explain…” Damn she noticed.

-“Ok, OK… I know I’m a horrible person for running away from my problems, and yes I’ts Logan’s!”

-“But why didn’t you tell him? He is freaking out! He thinks you’ll leave him.”

-“I know I messed up but please take me to see him” we rushed to her car and made our way to Logan’s place. 

She parked in front of his house and we made our way to the door. He answered a few seconds after we knocked. 

-“Ella…? Please come in” He said while cleaning the mess he had a bit.

-“Ella, think Imma head out. Call me if you need me and good luck” I nodded and headed inside the house.

-“Logan… we need to talk” I sat in the sofa and he had a worried look on his face.

-“Listen Ella…

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A/N: the moment of thruth is here... what will happen on the next chapter??? stay tunned XD !!!