Our Love

Quinn

As soon as I had the words out, Wade was wrapping me in his arms and locked his lips to mine. I couldn't take it anymore, and I was tired of fighting. It had been far too long since I'd been with anyone. Tonight, everything just felt right and felt good, and for once, I was going to go with it. As Wade nibbled and sucked his way down my neck to my collarbone, he lifted me, and I complied by wrapping my legs around him.

I could feel his impressive bulge pressing into my middle, which only fanned the flames. I could feel Wade moving us, and before I knew it, my back was pressed against his bedroom door. His rough hands roamed my body as I bucked against him like the horny thing I was. It quickly reminded me just how long it had been since I had been intimate with anyone; it had only ever been Rex. I was fast coming down from my lust-induced haze and hitting reality head-on, I was grossly inexperienced for my age, and it had been so long, was it like being a virgin all over again?

"Hey, Where'd you go?" Wade paused, leaning back with a smile. When I didn't answer immediately, his face filled with concern as he let me down to stand on my own feet. "I'm sorry. Did I do something wrong?"

"No, not at all. I'm just... I got caught up in my head for a minute." I tried to smile; to reassure him he did nothing wrong. He was doing everything right, my God, so very right.

"What is it? Tell me; it's ok. We don't have to do anything, Quinn." He held my hand as we stood by the door, both flushed from the heat that threatened to combust only moments before.

I kept my head down, eyes on the floor, feeling so embarrassed. I didn't want to go into this without talking about it, though my experiences with Rex were not the best either. Another thing he had ruined for me.

"I'm sorry." I pulled him along by the hand over to his bed so that we could sit. "This is embarrassing. Maybe I'm being silly."

"No, stop. Don't be embarrassed to talk to me about anything, ever. If it's something that has you upset, it's not silly, Quinn." He lightly kissed my cheek, giving my hand a squeeze. My heart was thumping inside my chest at his continued kindness and patience with me.

"I've only ever been with one person; as you know, that situation wasn't always ideal. I haven't been with anyone since that, so it's been a long time." I blurted out as quickly as possible as if that would help ease the awkwardness I felt.

"Quinn." Wade started in the sweetest voice possible. "It's okay. There's no rush. I'm sorry if I...."

"No. I want this; I want it so bad." My confession came out as a plea. "I don't want to disappoint you."

Wade laughed while shaking his head. I waited for his response, but instead, he leaned in to give me a soft kiss, pulling me to him and holding me.

"I can't imagine any scenario other than you leaving that would disappoint me. Whatever we do, however, we do it, Quinn; it will be amazing because it's with you. If it makes you feel better, I've only been with three others, and it has been a little while for me as well. So perhaps I'll be the one doing the disappointing." He teased.

"Three? Really?" I couldn't help but be surprised.

"Yes, Ma'am. Whatever you want to discuss, we can whatever will ease your worries. Our past is just that, the past." I nodded as he spoke. I was putting too much pressure on myself, giving Rex power again when I was the one in charge.

"Thank you for being so sweet. I'm fine. I just, I don't know, I felt like I had to tell you."

"I'm glad that you did; thank you for sharing. I feel special that you are ready for this and want this with me." The way he looked at me, his blue eyes full of so much care. I reached up, stroking his cheek before leaning in for a kiss. It didn't take long for the heat to return, and our kiss turned fervent. "I'm absolutely enjoying this, but if you'd rather, I have some of your favorite ice cream in the freezer." I shut him up with another kiss. "If you want just to relax and have some, we can talk and hang out." He clearly wasn't getting the message, so I crawled over onto his lap.

"We can have ice cream after." I nibbled his earlobe after whispering in his ear. He growled out a laugh before wrapping his arms around me, twisting us around so that he hovered above me on the bed. His sexy smirk doing things to my body that was driving me insane.

I ran my hands over his various tattoos, slowly tracing them one by one as his mouth visited my jawline, neck, and between my breasts. He looked up with a smile before slowly lifting my shirt up and off. He leaned back on his knees over me, admiring me as I lay before him. Instead of feeling insecure or worried, I felt desired and wanted and, most importantly, safe.

"You're fucking gorgeous, Quinn. My God." The huskiness in his voice caused me to shiver just as he brought his pouty lips to my nipple. His tongue flicked over and over as I arched my back in immense pleasure. "You like that, eh?" Ever the tease he sang as he switched back and forth from each nipple, kneading my breasts and nearly bringing me to orgasm already. My hands traveled down his toned chest, lightly scratching as I went before slipping under the waistband of his shorts. In one swift motion, he grabbed my hand, gently moving it back up to his shoulder. "Nope, this is about you right now. I'm having my fun." His grin was mischievous as I pouted. Wade bent down, biting my bottom lip that was jutted out.

"I want to make you come with my mouth." Kiss. "Then my fingers." Kiss. "Then I'll let you touch me. Deal?" Kiss. His bare chest pressed into mine, his mouth seemingly everywhere, his hands gripping my waist; I was delirious and would have agreed to just about anything. I couldn't find my words; I was so caught up I could only nod excitedly, causing him to chuckle. I went to respond to his laugh just as he slid my shorts down, kissing his way to my dripping wet core.

Best fucking deal of my life.