Converse x Vans

Struggles

Charlie's POV

I woke up today, with Nick cuddling me, I just know today is going to be a bad mental health day. What if Chase sees me struggling, what if it makes him worse, what if, what if, what if, what if. My thoughts run through my mind like a pack of wolfs who haven't eaten for weeks, eating at my brain. I climb out of bed and head for the living room.

As I sit down in my living room, at seven o'clock in the morning I'm sitting in my living room. The floors creak from upstairs before hearing.

"Charlie?" A voice calls

"Yeah?" I say cautiously

"What are you doing up Chase?" I ask

"I could say the same" Chase says groggily

"Just woke up early you?" I bluntly lie

"Don't know, I'm just feeling horrible" Chase says.

"Yeah same" I say.

Chase comes and sits down beside me and stares at me.

"I'm just struggling again" Chase says. "I was doing pretty well until yesterday"

"Hey, we all have some bad days" I say. "Don't stress we'll get through it"

"I hope so"

"We will I promise" I smile.

Chase curls up on the couch, I join and Chase curls up into my chest slowly. We both fall asleep together.

"Charlie" I vaguely hear.

"Charlie"

"Charlie?" A voice says worriedly.

"Mhm" I groan still basically asleep.

"I'm scared"

"Why?" I say groggily.

"I don't know just voices" Chase says shuttering.

I start to wake up.

"Hey it's okay" I say. "Don't worry you'll be okay"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah I promise don't worry"

"Ok I'm going back to sleep"

"Ok good night" I say.

Chase quickly falls asleep I reach for my phone and check the time.

8:46

Two notifications from ❤️Nick❤️

Nick:
Where are you!?

Nick:
Are you okay?

I press on the notifications and start to type.

Charlie:
I'm okay just in the living room with Chase we're on the couch sleeping sorry

Nick:
It's okay don't worry message me when you two wake up I'll come and make breakfast

Charlie:
Sorry, I'm having a bad mental health day and don't want to push it to far sorry

Nick:
It's okay don't worry Char just message when you guys get up.

Charlie: ok see you soon

I turn off my phone and start to fall asleep against Chase cuddling into my chest.

Time skip: One Hour

"Charlie?"

"Mhm" I mumble.