TW: Suicide, gore, explicit content.
Nicks POV 
"Hey sir." Jacob says as he walks into my classroom. 
Jacobs been coming back to my classroom for recess for weeks now and I almost feel bad for him. I checked up with his teachers and they said he was fine and class and they didn't think anyone was giving him troubler and to be honest he's such a nice kid and there's no reason he should be bullied other than his sexuality. I see that Jacobs a nice kids bit I don't know anout the other kids in his class are the same.
"Hi Jacob its nice to see you again." I smile. "How's Your day been?" 
He pauses suddenly as I ask him this question. I know something is going on but I don't want to pry because I know he isn't one to like to tell people his problems. 
"It's okay you can tell me." I say pulling as seat out from one the desks I don't of me for him to sit in. "What's happened?" 
He sits down I can see his knees bobbing up and down and his eyes glued to the floor. "Well." He says pausing. 
"I have a crush and I was talking to him and someone in my grade made up a rumour I wanted to you know him and now he won't talk to me because he believes it." Jacobs says his voice cracking. 
"Hey, hey." I say trying to calm him down. "Who started the rumour." 
"I don't want to snitch." He sighs. 
"It's not snitching if they don't know I'll say I heard them taking about it." I say assuringly. 
Jacob then tells me it's a kid named Dylan in his grade and when I wakes over to go collect him to bring him to my classroom I hear him say something about it. Perfect. 
"Dylan?" I say. 
"Yes?" He says turning around. 
"Come with me please." I say smiling.
He follows me to my classroom and when he gets there I see that Jacob is gone. Maybe it's better he's not here. 
"I heard you saying something about Jacob." I say. "What may that be?"
"Nothing I didn't say anything about Jacob?" He says. 
"Are you sure?" I say. "I'm sure on what I heard and it's better if your honest."
"Fine." He says. "I told our grade something about him and he lost a friend so what?" 
"So, it's probably caused something for him so your either going to shut the rumour down or I'm calling your parents, your choice." I snarl.
He looks shocked, he's obviously not been actually punished by a teacher before. 
"Ok." He sighs. "I'll try and shut it down but I can't promise that it will be completely diminished and I'll apologise."
"Thank you." I say. "You can go back to lunch." 
When Dylan leaves I see Jacob walk back in five minutes later looking stunned. I'm pretty sure Dylan apologised to Jacob and I guess Jacob didn't expect it but as someone who hates homophobes I find it empowering. 
"Hey you okay?" I ask. 
"Yes?" He says. "Dylan's just apologised to me about the rumour though, what'd you say?"
"That's confidential." I smile.
The end of lunch bell rings and Jacob heads back off to class but he seems off. I'll talk about it to him tomorrow.
Jacobs POV
I'm making everyone do everything for me! Why am I doing this? Am k really that pathetic as everyone tells me? I can't believe I'm being so stupid to tell Mr Nelson about this just to get people in trouble. 
Maybe if it all ended it'd be better? Maybe if I just quit and took the easy way everything would go back to normal. It would. It would be fine again. 
Time skip: 11am - 8pm 
My parents just left for a dinner thing, it's not like it's going to matter anyways I'm not going to be here much longer. I put on my shoes for the final time and make sure my hair looks nice. I re read the note I've left for my parents, friends and Mr Nelson.
Everything's going to be perfect for everyone after this.
As I'm walking to the bridge near my house I feel this urge of regret and to turn around not go through with it, but deep down I know that no matter what I'm going to screw things up so may as well not be here to see it.
I reach the bridge. I send all the messages that need to be sent to all of my friends and step near the ledge. My heart is pumping though I feel numb, my brain is wizzing although everything is slow.
"STOP!" A voice screams. 
I turn around to see Mr Nelson and someone else running towards me. I try to fall back towards them but my foot loses it balance. 
Mr Nelson try's to grab my arm and catch me but he's to late. My hair ruffles in the wind and my fingers find sense. But I don't want to do this. I want to go back up to the bridge. It's the end, a stupid ending to a stupid character.
Thump.
Nicks POV 
"I love you Nick." Charlie says. 
I look over to the bridge to see if it's open and I see someone on the ledge. The body figure seems similar and I could only guess who it is. 
I start to spring towards the bridge screaming. "STOP!" 
When the person turns around I see their face, it's Jacob. Why would he do this? Why would he just kill himself? He never showed any. 
He did show signs. I just ignored them. 
I can see him trying to turn back to me and fall onto the bridge. Please say he doesn't.
In a split second I see his body fall backwards and his face turn from shock to calmness. His body starts to fall and I try to grab his arm but I miss.
Authors Note:
Hey everyone! I hope you guys liked this chapter, im sorry it was very detailed but I wanted to get my message across but heads up for the next chapter is going to be more gore so if you have a weak stomach please ready at your own discretion.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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