Converse x Vans

Realisation?

Chases POV

Just a few minutes ago Isaac was kissing me and now hes crumpled on the couch.

"Isaac?" I whisper. "Isaac, you have to wake up please"

I feel panic arise in my chest as his body and doesn't move nor quiver at the sound of my voice.

"Isaac" I whisper shaking his body forcefully, his body flinches at my touch like my fingers are a burning pan.

"ISAAC!" I say normally but this time I don't shake him I put the last of my water bottle on his face from the coffee bench.

Isaac's body springs to life as he rambles in confusion.

"We're am I?" Isaac says.

"At my house, it's okay calm down" I say.

Though he doesn't calm down he only gets more nervous and scared. I grab his hand and squeeze it softly, he calms down piece by piece.

"What happened?" Isaac asks coming back to his senses.

"We uhhhhhh, kissed?" I say so fucking awkwardly.

"Yeah I removed that part, your a pretty good kisser but what happened after that?"

"You stumbled towards the couch and fainted I got you onto the couch and made sure you were okay" I say.

"Thanks Chase" he says softly.

His hands reach out and grasp my face softly, he pulls me in towards him. Butterflies aren't fluttering anymore for me, there hitting the walls of my stomach.  My face reaches his and our lips connect, this time he doesn't pull away he holds my face tight but also softly.

He pulls away and whispers. "Didnt expect that huh"

He isn't wrong but I'm not giving him that satisfaction. "I did, also your an amazing kisser" I whisper slightly.

"Come on let's go to sleep or else we'll ll be zombie's tomorrow" I say.

"But there's no space on the lounge"I say.

"My chest is free" Isaac says.
(Sorry that was cringey as)

"That's the cringiest shit you've ever said" I laugh.

"Shut up, let's just go to bed" Isaac smiles.

I cuddle into his chest, I feel his hand on my back but my mind is racing and his must be too, he's never liked a guy before, well from atleast I know. He's just kissed me again! Hopefully he goes alright, hopefully he gets to come out easily and hopefully his family accepts him.

Isaac's POV

I've never felt this way for a guy before! First I kiss him, then black out, then kiss him again and now he's laying on my wet chest from the water he spilled all over me.

"Isaac?" Chase mumbles.

"Yes" I say.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah absolutely are you?" I ask contently.

"Well sorta" he says. "No. I'm not okay"

Tears are welling in his eyes and I can feel his breath stagger and break, his breathing pace becomes faster, before I know it quiet sobs come from Chase.

"Hey, look at me" I say. "Look at me"

His face pulls from my chest and his teary eyes lock with mine.

"What's worrying you?" I ask, my mind is going a thousand miles an hour but I can't worry about that right now. I need to worry about Chase

"It's just" Chase chokes.