Holding hands

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TW: Slurs.
Chases POV

I'm actually happy I decided not to go back to my mothers house but I'm going there tonight for dinner so I guess that's a step in mending our relationship.

"Chase you need to go to school I'm dropping you off let's go." Nick says from downstairs.

"Ok coming." I say.

It's been a day since Isaac went back home and I'm still adjusting but at-least I get to see him at school today. I wonder how people are going to go with us dating and kinda being out now? Well I don't really care but I do know that he is a little worried considering he is scared to be out to everyone. I just hope Isaac's going to be okay, I know he's been worrying about it, so hopefully he's okay but I'll be there for him if he isn't.

"CHASE!" Nick screams. "Let's go!"

"Cominggg." I sing as I fly down the stairs at full speed.

I hit the floor with a bang and run out the door. I climb into the car and Nick almost speeds out of the driveway and to school.

"Chase you really need to go to bed earlier." Nick says.

"I know." I say. "Sleeping has been hard for me recently I don't know I'm trying."

"At least your trying but if you don't wake up in time tomorrow I'm pouring ice cold water on you." Nick jokes.

"Brrrrr cold." I smile.

We pull up to my school and I climb out of the car. Nick waves me goodbye doing his usual cringey good bye wave. He does it so often I don't even know if it's to annoy me or that's how he actually waves to me.

I walk through the gate and almost instantly eyes hit me like beaming lasers. There eyes focus on me but I don't bother pay attention as their annoying anyways.

Isaac told me he'd be in his art class, this art class is actually cool though it has a tree in the corner that if you sit on it looks like your the root of the tree but I'm going there to see Isaac.

I walk into the room and see Isaac and Mr Ajayi talking as per usual. I have a sneaking suspicion that Mr Ajayi knows Charlie considering he was one of the first teachers to be nice to me.

"Mr spring how are you!" Mr Ajayi says standing up, When he walks past me and outside the room he whispers. "Have fun."

I sit down with Isaac at the art tables. We can hear something outside though so when we both look around three kids have their faces pressed up against the glass watching us.

"Fuck off!" Isaac growls flipping them off.

"Hey?" I say. "What's going on."

Isaac's never usually angry and considering everything happening I don't blame him for being mad.

"Everyone's 'dropping' me because I'm pan and I think I've gotten called a tramp a good few times and let's not forget being called a faggot every three seconds."

"It's okay Isaac." I say. "When everyone kinda found out I was gay it was heavy for a few weeks then it died off because they find another target to attack. Obviously there's the few people who still say something but that's it I think we'll be okay."

"Are you sure?" Isaac asks.

"Yes but you have to hold my hand." I say.

Isaac laughs but then he says. "I'll hold your hand your highness."

He places his hand gingerly onto my hand and are hands intertwine and our lips then collide. We continue kissing until we hear something behind us. We both swing around in our seats to see Mr Ajayi standing in the doorway.

"Sorry I forgot my laptop and my keys." He says. "Sorry to interrupt."

When Mr Ajayi leaves and winks at me before he does we are both left in complete silence. The tension is crazy. Isaac moves us to a corner where the tree is and pulls me into a kiss.

This kiss lasts until the bell rings, me and Isaac font have the same form so I can't see him the whole day other than recess and Lunch but I have English and Isaac's in my English so that's good at-least.

We walk out of the art class rooms and I walk to my form and he follows me since his form is a few classes up. As we walk up the hallways we can feel the gazing eyes on us. Some kids whisper and some kids stare but no one's says anything. Nothing, the chatter in the whole is still the same but the odd looks make everything different. I'm so confused did Isaac do something?

"Why is no one saying anything?" I whisper under my breath.

"I don't know." Isaac whispers back.

When we get to my form Isaac says goodbye and starts to head off to his own form. When I get into my form and sit at my table a kid whispers to me. "Did you just wake up and turn gay."

This annoys me because I can only hope he knows the answer which is obviously no.

"No just for some people they don't realise till later." I growl.

"Oh so you were a rainbow baby?" He says.

Obviously i wasn't a rainbow baby and that's so disrespectful of him to say that considering the meaning and joys of having a rainbow baby!

"No I wasn't I was a normal human baby is that simple enough for you?" I scoff.

He backs off and starts to stick to his homework he has or something. When form ends I realise I have English meaning I get to partly see Isaac and we don't have a seating plan so I will get to sit with him and talk to him.

Hopefully he isn't distant. I've seen so many gay guys be distant in school, hopefully that isn't Isaac even though I know it won't be.

I arrive to my English class and walk in. I sit down next to Isaac.

Hopefully he is normal and isn't letting low-life's affect him.

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