Converse x Vans

I love you ❤️

Charlie's pov:

"Char?" Nick yells from downstairs.

"Yes, honey" I say.

"Ok cringey I'm coming up!" Nick laughs.

My eyes flutter at the video, the words say "signs that scream social anxiety" my breathing escalates as I look at the answers. Yes, yes, yes, a little and yes. I turn off my phone and think. Do I have social anxiety, do I really have it and why! Why do I have to have it! WHY AM I SO BROKEN! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!

"Hey char, breakfasts ready want something to eat?" Nick questions.

"No, Nick I'm not hungry go away" I say bluntly.

"Hey, hey what's wrong you can talk to me" He assures.

"No, no I can't now go away!" I snap.

"Ok then I'll be downstairs if you need me" Nick says before walking down the stairs.

I groan as I turn my phone on, I go into google and press incognito search I don't need Nick snooping around my phone. Do I have social anxiety? I nervously type, I press on a link. I put in my answers honestly and for each one I think of at least five times it's happened. Fourteen out of fifteen, I finish the last question and close my eyes, I'm so scared for what my results might be, maybe I did have it and now I just figured it out. How am I going to tell Nick! What if. Why. How. Why could it. When did. I press the button before anything else floods in my head

Severe social anxiety

I'm so confused I thought maybe I was over reacting but it seems as though I actually do. I screenshot the results and send them to Nick

Message pov:

Charlie:
Hey Nick?

Nick:
Yeah char what's up do you want me to come up

Charlie:
No thanks Nick, I need to show you something but you can't baby me or worry and think I'm weak ok

Nick:
I don't think your weak I know your strong and so amazing I don't mean to make you think I'm babying you but I really do love you so much and you can show and tell me anything

Charlie:
Thanks Nick❤️

Nick:
Always❤️

Charlie:
Here
*1 image*

Nick:
Do you wanna talk about it?

Charlie:
Yeah In person though

Nick:
Do you want me to come up?

Charlie:
Yes please

Nick:
Coming now dw

Nicks pov:

I walk up towards our bedroom to go and talk to Char. I don't know why he took that test but something happened and I'm going to help him no matter what, I didn't before so I will now and I know he might have social anxiety but I will book him a therapy session to make sure of this and how I can help. I just feel so bad for him he's an Angel and his mind is always trying to clip his wings just when he grows them back.