OS #4: Claws of Dominance

Dominance

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I sighed as I took a seat on my sofa after a long day that was full of schedules.

I started my day going to the gym then went on for the first appointment of the day which is a fashion show of a famous brand that actually went on for 3 long hours. After that, I had another schedule in the afternoon for another show again then two photoshoots for a famous magazine.

It isn't really easy to be a top runway model. I can hardly keep up with the job but I like how it makes me busy and occupied.

I always have a hectic schedule every day which I find really amazing how get all of it done and just find myself already in my living room.

Wala sa sarili akong napatingin sa labas ng tinted glass window bago sa mga palamuti ng aking condo. Muli akong napabuntong hininga ng maramdaman ang sakit ng aking paa sa kakasuot ng heels bago ito sinimulang masahiin.

I am alone again, as usual. But I don't deny the fact that I actually like being alone after a busy day... or maybe I'm just hiding the fact that I already got used to this, just by myself.

Napatingin ako sa aking telepono ng tumunog ito.

I checked it and saw a notification from my secretary.

Kim: Dahlia, I already ask your regular shop to adjust your new diet plan gaya ng sabi mo. It's another subcription pero magbabago na rin daw ang nutritionist mo.

Napakunot ang aking noo sa nabasa bago nagtipa ng reply.

Me: Bago? Why though, I really like my current dietitian. She knows everything about me already.

I really don't like a sudden transition. Mag-aadjust na naman kasi, napaka-hassle. Back to zero.

Agad naman siyang nagreply.

Kim: Pupunta na kasi siya ng abroad. Ayos naman daw ang papalit sa kanya.

Hindi na ako nagreply ng maramdaman ang medyo pananakit ng ulo sa inis. Tumayo na lang ako at nagdesisyon ng magpalit ng damit pangtulog.

I will just talk about it again with her tomorrow.

Kinabukasan, I woke up around 6 and did my usual routine of going to the condo building's gym.

Kaya gusto ko ang building na 'to dahil may sariling gym kung saan kami lang ang nakatira ang makakagamit kaya walang maraming tao at may tamang privacy din.

I only spend an hour and 30 minutes exercising just focusing on my lower extremities, following my routine for Monday before going back to my condo. Hindi rin nagtagal dumating na ang aking diet plan.

Kumunot ang aking noo ng medyo hindi ito ang ineexpect kong pagbabago. If I eat this, I will actually have more carbs than my former diet plan.

Kaya nga pinabago ko kasi gusto ko pang mas maging fit. I will have another swimsuit photoshoot pa naman next week.

I have no problem with my body as is since just wearing my gym shorts already emphasizes my small curvy waist and abs. While my sports bra fits just normally, enough to show my cleavage and sexy collarbone.

Pinanghatian ko lang ang diet plan bago nagpasyang magbihis na ng makatanggap ng text mula kay Kim sa bago ko namang fashion show. This time for a famous growing clothing brand.

I just wore a black terno tube top and shorts that I paired with white shoes. Nagdala na rin ako ng extra dress ng makapagpalit if ever may sudden invitation for like after parties or dinner.

I brushed my straight medium length balayage colored bob hair which actually implements my morena skin and hazelnut eyes. I brushed my cheeks for a blush that has minimal freckles on it. It's not very much noticeable unless being watched up close.