OS #4: Claws of Dominance

10th Dominance

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Natatawang iniwas ko ang sarili mula sa kamay ni Felix na medyo natatamaan na ng alak.

"Where are you going?" Pasigaw niyang tanong.

His eyes are sleepy but he still has the energy to pull my waist into him kaya muli na namang nagdikit ang aming katawan.

"Bathroom!" I answered back before pushing his hands away.

I actually just want to escape his hold on me. Napaka-clingy!

He was about to follow me but someone got in between us which I am thankful for.

Nahihilong umalis ako ng dancefloor. Hindi man marami ang nainom pero dahil first time ay medyo nakaramdam na ng pagkahilo lalo na't ang likot ng mga ilaw sa tuwing inaangat ko ang tingin.

Hindi naman ako pinagbawalan ni Doc. Urjele. Hindi niya rin naman kasi alam na iinom ako. He just assumed that I don't since the last time he asked me about alcohols, I told him I drink wine sometimes.

Sobrang puno ng club dahil halos lahat ay mula sa school namin. Parang nabibingi na rin ako sa napakalakas na party music.

Even though we're still 16, nahanapan talaga nila ng paraan na makapasok. One of our classmates knows the owner of the club and he has the access they have every time they want to go clubbing so we didn't have our id's check anymore.

I noticed that this club is quite hidden, mostly visited by other students like us. It's like a teenager's secret life to adulthood.

They have different liquors here too from cocktails to hard ones. Talagang mapapaisip ka kung gaano ba talaga ka maimpluwensya ang may-ari dahil hindi man lang takot sa batas.

We are still considered minors here although some have already explored the legal experiences of what you usually do when you're older. Hindi na rin naman kasi gaanong big deal iyon dito na dahan-dahan ko ring na a-adapt.

Nang makapasok ng banyo ay napahawak ako sa lababo. Hindi naman ako gaanong nahihilo pero sakto lang na alam kong natatamaan na.

Napatingin ako sa repleksyon ng sarili at napangisi.

I'm wearing a short silky velvet dress na kita ang likod.

Because of how I lost my weight and slowly gaining them back, nagiging halata na ang kurba ng katawan.

I actually bought this dress before heading home to Amaia's, along with Natalia. Hindi na kasi ako umuwi pa at doon na lang sa bahay niya nag-ayos para mas madali.

Alam kong labag sa kalooban ni Natalia na ayusan ako pero ginawa niya pa rin. I stared at myself in the mirror where I have a simple yet dark makeup that actually fits good on me. It made me look mature and alluring.

Nang maging satisfied sa ayos at unti-unti ng nawawala ang panghihilo ay lumabas na ako banyo ng muling maki-party.

I'm going to enjoy partying!

Pagod na inihiga ko ang katawan sa higaan. Huling check ko ng oras ay 3 am na. Wala akong pakialam kahit na malaman nila Mama at Papa na pumunta ako sa club.

I'm just following what Doc. Urjele told me to... going to places.

Hinatid ako ng sasakyan nina Amaia, may driver pa rin kasi siya na mukhang sanay na sa ganap kaya handa siyang sunduin kahit anong oras pa siya matapos.

Inayos ko ang unan at napapatitig sa kawalan.

I'm so drunk. Ang dami naming ininom, ayoko nga masyadong marami dahil hindi ko pa alam ang tolerance ko pero tinulak nila akong sumubok ng iba-ibang alak.