OS #4: Claws of Dominance

13th Dominance

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I continued my life here in Cebu as I also try to fit in with these new girls. Talagang hindi ko na itinuloy pa ang pagswitch ng strand.

Sinabi ko kay Papa na hindi na rin masama ang STEM. I reasoned that I can maybe make use of some science and math which he somehow agreed with.

Hindi naman talaga ako pala-communicate sa kanila. We just do when it is necessary and if there's nothing then none.

I have been busy too. Although, I find it amazing how they try to lowkey push me away and ignore my presence which is very unlike of what I usually encounter.

Naalala ko tuloy kung paano ako sagutin ni Kreia ng sinubukan kong daanin sa paawa si Carter na gawin ang aking slogan thing.

"If I'm a bitch then what are you? Huwag mong iasa sa ibang tao ang gawain mo. We are your classmates, not your maids. Please mind that, got it?"

That was the first time someone humbled me so well. I wasn't offended, instead I feel like there's something that makes me want to be close to her... to them.

It is actually entertaining making fun of them by acting too much like being bratty and just randomly showing up when they are all together.

I like that they don't treat me as someone they need but someone they find... different and bothersome.

Hindi ko mapagkakaila na iba ang hatak nila sa akin. I'm not used to this but I also prefer it this way, it's like a challenge for me. I feel like if I go through this wall which they invisibly made and challenge for me to break it down successfully... they will accept me.

I even met Nicholette, who is also part of their circle after meeting her as I went to the Cafe to see them.

A month had passed and intramurals day came.

Excited akong bumaba ng sasakyan habang ang iniisip lang ay kung ano kaya ang gagawin namin ngayon. I have been looking forward for this day so much.

Today is the first day so I'm just wearing the intramural t-shirt that I paired with black plaid high-waist bodycon mini skirt, and black 3 inch heels.

Gusto ko pa sana ng mas bongga pero bukas na lang, late din kasi ako nagising.

Sa pagmamadali ko ay muntikan pa akong matisod pero mabuti na lang at may mabilis na umalalay sa akin.

"Thank you," medyo gulat ko pang sabi.

Dinama ko ang paa kung hindi ba na pano buti naman at wala lang.

"You're welcome, gorgeous."

Napaangat ang tingin ko sa lalaki na agad akong kinindatan.

By the looks of it, he seems to be from another University who only visited our school for the intramurals... more like visiting for girls like me.

He's not bad though, he's cute.

Napasulyap ako sa mga kaibigan niyang tahimik na tumatawa habang nanonood sa amin na mukhang kanina pa yata akong naging target.

Umayos ako ng tayo bago pinakitaan siya ng matamis na ngiti. "What's your name?"

Sa narinig ay kita ko ang pagpigil niya sa kanyang ngiti, akala sigurong nadali na ako sa pacute.

He looks like a chicks boy. Chicks boy lang kasi mukhang hindi pasado sa pagiging fuck boy. Ang inosente kasi ng tingin.

After meeting guys almost everyday back in Spain, I can already differentiate between a guy who has experience and who has the basics.