Autophobia || Jakehoon

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Sorry for reupload just fixing typos or mistakes T-T
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Sunghoon had began to get back working on his assignment, despite how much his mind wanted a rest, Jake knew he should work on his own homework too. Heading back to his room to study there instead. As much as he'd love to work side by side Sunghoon, Jake was very aware of his own mind. And knowing his mind well meant knowing it would get distracted at every little thing the younger did. He would get absolutely nothing done!

After hours of non stop working on equations and formulas, Jake's brain was fried. Feeling himself get a pulsing headache after staring at his computer screen for hours. Hand to his head, he finally exit the room. The living room was empty as he crashed down onto the couch, hand still firmly on his forehead to reduce the ache. He didn't bother to look up as the sound of Sunghoon's door opened and shuffling around him. Eyes still scrunched tightly together in discomfort. He knew his roommate was probably getting ready to go to work again, making him sigh aloud.

He removed his hand and opened his eyes as he felt a presence hovering above him. The younger was perched over the back of the grey sofa, hand coming to press at his forehead where his own hand had been resting. Pushing his hair away from his sight too.

"There's tablets in the cupboard." He hummed, feeling how hot Jake's head was at his touch. Burning up worse the longer he kept it there. Despite the kind gesture, he was only increasing the blonde's body temperature instead. Who could only nod timidly in response. Sunghoon pulled away his touch, pushing himself off the couch's back. "I've gotta go now, you'll be okay?"

Despite this being the third time Jake was going to be alone after his panic attack, Sunghoon remained anxious to leave him all alone at home. Especially as he would gets scared from Jake expressing his paranoia as he awaited him to come home. Eyes filled with solitude, he scanned over Jaeyun's face.

"Mhmmm". Humming, not being bothered to say much else. Sunghoon not impressed by the vague response as he furrowed his eyebrows towards him. "I'll be okay Hoonie." He reassured when he noticed the other's solemn expression. Rolling his eyes, he leant over to mess with Jake's hair one more time.

"I'll message you like normal, call me if you need me." Shooting a sad smile before leaving the house, Sunghoon leaving Jake to himself all again.

Whining about his still pestering headache, Jake still couldn't be bothered to get up and get medicine. Far too submerged into the fluffy cushions and warmth of the blankets. He closed his eyes again, hoping he would be able to drift back into sleep. Despite the pain and mental strain he was just about to receive as his safety net had left the apartment. He swallowed nervously as little sound around him became extra loud.

The wind from outside lightly banging on the windows, the agitating tick of the clock on the wall he never seemed to notice until he was alone. He assumed his hearing got heightened the moment he was alone, due to his severely high paranoia. Heart beat also painfully obvious in his ear drums, crawling up his throat.

Sudden frequent vibrations from the table next to him distracted his mind for a second, not only seeing his messages from Sunghoon, but more coming through in a group chat he was.

The elder guys in the friend group had their own group chat. Consisting of Heeseung, Jay, Jake and Sunghoon. After replying to the check ins from Sunghoon, he opened up the messages from Heeseung in the group chat.

From: Heeseung Hyung 👴

'Party at xxxxxxxx on Thursday, who's coming? Seems like it'll be fun👍👍
Messaging here, not letting the youngins attend this one'

Jake audibly laughed at the message, Heeseung had such an old way of typing it was almost endearing.

'Man a Thursday night? I've got work early morning Fridays, no can do ):'