Chapter 18

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Perries Pov : Today was Feys first birthday. The house was decorated full of pink decorations. Zayn came into the room, with a video camera.
" when you see this tape you will be sixteen " , he smiled into the camera. " say hi to sixteen year old Fey " , I waved " hi sixteen year old fey." He rolled his eyes, and pointed the camera at the room. Fey was taking her nap , while we finished cleaning. Zayn came back over with the camera, " we made it through a year." I smiled " Apple juice for everyone." I herd Fey's scream, through the monitor. Zayn and I both went upstairs. She had her hands, latched onto the crib. Her face was red from sleeping. She was dressed in a light purple, dress that has flowered imprints. Her blonde hair had a matching bow in it. " your so pretty " I kissed her head. I carried her down stairs. She now had my blonde hair and curls with Zayns eyes, and other facial features. Zayn brought over the camera , " this is you after nap time." He pointed it towards her, she grabbed at the camera and smiled into it.

Zayn was walking around to everyone telling them to say something, for Fey on her sixteenth birthday. My mum had hung pictures, of Fey over the past year over the house. I was walking around and admiring them. rememberIng back to how scared ,When found out I was pregnant.

FLASHBACK : I looked down at the white stick. My face was in complete shock , this wasn't real it couldn't be. I shook me head and looked at the other ones. They all read the same thing positive. Ellie waited in the other room for me. She convinced me to take them. I stood looking at the positive signs in shock. I walked into the other room. We sat in silence for a minute. " what's the result " she asked. I looked down at my feet nervous to tell her , " it's - it's positive." Saying it out loud made it feel more real , which made me scared. She rubbed my back " all of them " , I nodded my head. " okay let's go to the doctors, before we tell anyone " Ellie suggested. Soon enough I was sat on a table in a gown. I tapped my foot nervously. I wasn't ready to be a mum , I kept thinking. The doctor came in with a clip board. He looked down at it before telling me the results. " congratulations your pregnant " , I lost my focus, I couldn't hear anything he was saying after that. A knot tied in my stomach. He then pointed at the computer screen , " this little dot is your baby ". I couldn't see anything accept for blurry lines. He asked me if I'd like a print out , I was lost for words. Ellie had told him yes , after he left I broke down. " I can't be a mum " , Ellie walked over to me and rubbed my back. I continued to cry " we're not ready I mean , I couldn't even see my own baby on the screen ". She smiled at me " Pez the baby's the size of a bean of course you couldn't see it , no ones ready to be a mother you learn as you go." I whipped my face " how am I going to tell Zayn ?" Later that night I was sat on the couch tapping my foot. Zayn was sat across from me , I was scared on How he'd react. He looked at me " you okay " he held my hand. " sorta there's something I need to tell you " , his eyes filled with fear. I thought of how to say this all day , now I'm at a lost of words. After beating around the bush , and studring." I'm pregnant " I spat out. He face was motion less as he stared at me. " is it for sure " , I nodded scared to how this could go. A big smile appeared on his face , " WERE HAVING A BABY " he cheered. He then hugged me tight , and looked at my stomach. All my stress washed away, as soon as those words left his lips. He ran to phone to call his mum , I stopped him " Zayn lets tell her face to face ". He was filled with excitement , " we're having a baby " he said again. I nodded " yes we are having a baby ".
END OF FLASHBACK

Zayn came behind me with the camera , your turn he smiled.
" hi sweetie um I will admit this year was insane let alone the next fifteen , but I'm so excited to see you grow up as much as I wish you'd stay little forever. I hope when your watching this back you know how much you mean to me, this year you made me a better person. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you grow up." Zayn kissed me , " I want another " he whispered , I laughed " time will tell ". We walked back into the next room. Trisha came over to us with Fey , " ready for cake " she asked. We both nodded , the cake was pink with petals on it with,Fey written in white on the top. I carried it to the Fey , as people gather around us. She stuck her hand, on top of the cake smudging her name. Laughs filled the room, " good thing you washed your hands " I laughed,Zayn and I stood beside her as, everyone sang happy birthday. Fey reached for the candle , Zayn shot his hand for hers. The room filled with relief as he grabbed her hand. " Fey you eat the cake not destroy it " Zayn teased.
" Blow out your candles " we both cheered. Zayn and Fey blew them out so she didn't spit. Fey had caused a mess of cake all over her face. I watched Zayn laugh at her. She reached for his cheek , covering it in cake. " ooh thank you " , i smiled at them. After cake people slowly flooded out. I had given up on cleaning and resorted to running her a bath. Fey stood beside me, throwing toys into the water. She giggled each time one splashed me.
She blew bubbles, at mine and Zayn's face. The bath came to an end, when she got soap in her eyes. Fey started to splash water. Zayn immediately unplugging the tub. He carried her in over his shoulder.

Her blonde curls dried on my shoulder , as she leaned on me. Fey pointed to the pictures in the book. I kissed her head " how old are you " I whispered. She held up one finger , " good job."I continued to read Intel her eyes closed shut. I kissed her cheek
" night night love ". I walked down stairs to see Zayn, throwing plates into a rubbish bag. " wow look at you mr.clean " , he smiled " it's the least I could do " he joked. I went over to help him. After cleaning we sat around the table. " I feel this calls for celebration ", he walked towards the fridge. He came back carrying two juice boxes , " all we have " he smiled. We clicked them together " to many more birthdays " he toasted. I let off a big smile. I Pointed at picture of Fey , " one year ago that was our lives ". He looked at the picture , " she was so tiny ". I nodded " look how small she looked " I pointed. " it's crazy to think she was that small." Zayn wrapped his arm around me , " told you we'd figure it out ".

AUTHORS NOTE : OMG I HAVENT UPDATES IN SO LONG IM SO SORRY AND THIS ISNT EVEN THAT LONG UGH I SUCK SORRY GUYS IM DESPERATELY TRYING TO PASS ALL MY CLASSES IM ALMOST DONE SCHOOL YAYY WELL ENJOY THIS HOPE YOUR ALL WELL STILL BLOWN AWAY YALL READ THIS LOTS OF LOVE

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