Chapter 24

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Feys Pov : whenever someone mentions my sister,I can't help but seize up. Hearing her name comes back in flash backs of that night. Being covered in her blood, and slowly watching my family fall apart. I was young, but not young enough to forget it all. To this day there is still blank spaces to what happened. I just remember, my mom and dad coming home crying. Even if I was young I knew she was gone. After she passed I lived everywhere but home. Hearing her name still makes me feel a sharp pain. Sometimes I imagine her to be here, what it would be like with her here. I toke the picture of Skyler with me to my bed. I held it tight against my chest, while tears rolled down my cheeks. My dads words ring through my mind. I lifted the picture from my chest. Her big brown eyes stood out to me.
" dammit Skyler why do I do this to myself ? "
I realized I was talking to a picture frame,and started to laugh at myself. It felt crazy,but it made me feel better.
I fell back on to my pillow and closed my eyes. I could hear my parents,  going back and Forth down stairs. The dogs chimed into the arguing, causing more noise. After a while and a couple door slams, the house was quite again. Even if the arguing was mumbled , I knew exactly what they were fighting abut. The one name that always stirs, something up in this house. I also knew exactly where each of my parents would be now. My dad would be in his room or outside. He would have came into the room paced back and forth , then started to draw or spray paint. My mom would go to their room and cry then put on a film. While I'm left to go make sure both of them are okay. This became a routine after Skyler passed away. They would constantly fight when I was home. It hated it I would cry while I listened to them fight. I even tried to stop it but was sent to my room, because it was grown up stuff. I placed the picture back on my dresser , and went into my parents room. My mum was gripping a throw blanket, while watching the screen. I could see her cheeks stained with tears. I jumped into bed beside her and snuggled in. She turned off the tv then looked at me. I then remembered  how mad she was with me.
" Fey Malik I know your a teenager , and think drinking is fun and cool but it's not. I've watched it ruin people's lives, and I don't want you to ruin yours. Frankly your all I have left and I want to keep you around. So you must promise me that you will not continue this habit."
I nodded my head " I promise."
" okay go apologize to your father now , also this doesn't mean your off the hook. Your still very much grounded babe."
I rolled my eyes and  I let out a big sigh.

   " No they one hundred percent won't , let me go or believe that."
I rolled my eyes as , Ray looked at me with big eyes.
" come on please Fey , we will be back before your parents wake up. You don't even need to drink please."
I thought over the last time I went drinking , how badly that had ended.
" you know how much trouble I got in last time."
Ray cut me off before I could finish.
" it's been two months , they wouldn't even suspect it. I do it all the time and never get caught, you have to come Fey."
" fine I'll come but I won't drink."
A big smiled formed on her face as she hugged me.
" Yes I knew it , pick you up at ten."
She started to turn down her street ,
" wait remember pick me up at the end of the street."
Ray yelled something , but she was to far away to hear. I thought back to my last party. It was blurry , I still only remembered little bits of it.
When I got home , the driveway was full of cars. I opened the font door then yelled inside. I walked outside to the backyard, I herd people talking and music. I walked outside to be greeted by many people. I saw a few familiar faces , then kept walking looking for my dad. I came across him shooting arrows at the tree. I ran up behind him , he turned around and told me off. I rolled my eyes , " I wouldn't have had to, if your music wasn't so loud." He looked at me annoyed , " your mom will be home soon." His breathe smelt like alcohol, i made a face " you reck of alcohol."
" hey I'm just having fun."
I walked away annoyed , the yard smelt of weed and beer. I walked through a sea of people. Everyone who talked to me smelt of alcohol. The only faces I recognized , were ones I didn't even like. Some of my dad friends, who I categorize as the drunk ones. The drunk ones are always drunk , and get my dad drunk to. I went inside and called my mom, the phone let off a series of rings before she answered.
Before she even spoke I began to speak.
" dads having a party and is already driving me mad , and I've just gotten home."
I herd a loud sigh on the other end , " Fey calm down he's just having fun."
" well I'd prefer if his idea of fun didn't include the weed , the smell is already given me a headache."
" stop complaining let him have fun , I'll be home soon just close the windows."
I hung up the phone then looked out the window again. I looked around at everyone , hoping to see someone I knew who wasn't drunk. I spotted Liam sitting on a speaker, holding a red cup. I let off a big smile , and decided to go see him. Liam is the only one,who comes to my dads party's. I think he comes to watch out for my dad to be honest. I opened the door, and held my breathe as I ran through. I ran up to Liam , he let off a big smile and hugged me.
" thank god you don't reck of alcohol." He let out a little laugh , " your dad isn't that bad."
" yeah he is he almost hit me with an arrow."
He looked surprised , " yeah maybe you should stay over here with me."
I pulled myself, onto the speaker beside him.
" why do you come to these party's , your way better then these drunks."
" Fey keep it down , they can hear you."
" even if they did they wouldn't be able to walk over to me."
I watched as he tried not to laugh ,
" Fey don't be rude."
" it's true is it not," he didn't respond as he held back a smile."
" is Nala home yet ? "
He shook his head , " not yet , two more weeks maybe."
" that's exciting, haven't seen her in a while."
" me neither " , he mumbled
His head was turned in the direction of my dad. I looked over his way to see my dad being a complete idiot.
" I hate when he drinks," I said underneath my breathe. Liam's  gaze was now set on me , " he gets scary sometimes ,  " I said a bit louder then before. Liam put his arm around my back , " to be real with you , I worry about his drinking. I've down that road before."
I played with the ends of my hair ,
"my mum does to , that's why he has party's when she's out of the house."
" you shouldn't worry about him babe , I've got an eye on him for you."
He flashed me a smile then gave me a hug. He then pointed to the kitchen window,where I my mum unloading bags.
" how about you go inside now."
I nodded then went inside the house.
My mum lifted her head to see me.
" hi babe , how was your day."
" it was okay , how was yours."
She didn't respond, her gaze was set to outside.
" don't worry Liams here he has an eye on him," I tried to assure my mum.
" hate these bloody party's , " she scoffed.
I nodded my head trying to drop the subject.
As much as I hated these party's , It was going to be easier to sneak out of the house. I sat beside my mum and watched her eyes,stay glued to the window. I knew she worries about my dads party's , even though she never admits it me.
" mum," I waved my hand in front of her face. She shook her head then looked back at me.
" why don't you just go talk to him ? "
She shook her head , " no I've decided to let him have fun."
" well then why don't you stop staring through, the window every five seconds."
She gave me an annoyed smile , then walked towards the kitchen. The rest of the night was spent , with my mum pretending not to care about the party. Once the party was over I had left to go upstairs, to avoid a possible tiff. I slowly got ready , hoping one of parents wouldn't burst through my door. I could hear a little bit of their conversation through the vents. I listened to my mums laugh , as my dad slurred words. It was weird not hearing them fight after one of his parties. It was a nice change for once.

Authors note : okay so what you guys think if I did a book on Liam's life yes or no ???? I already am kinda of doing one on Harry's but it's before all of this. Anyways hope you enjoyed and all you Americans had a great thanksgiving 😊😊😊😊

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