Zerrie baby

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Perries Pov : Red lights flashed through our bedroom window. I paced back and forth, as I once again listened to Feys voicemail. I leaned closer to the window. The glass sent shivers down my spine. I watched two men exit a police car. My heart began to sink , why would they be here ? I raced downstairs to join Zayn at the doorway.
" did she answer " , his gaze was set on the door.
I shook my head , then ran my fingers through my hair. A million thoughts rang through my mind. I couldn't stick to one without another popping into my mind. There was a loud bang against our door. I bit down on my lip, as Zayn opened the door.
" Hello are you the parents of Fey Malik ? "
We both answered in sync with one another.
" I'm sorry to tell you this , but she's been in an accident."
The old feeling of numbness ran through my body. It felt like every fear of mine was becoming a reality. I stood in the doorway speechless. I had a million questions, but I couldn't form any into words. I just listened to Zayn's voice , I closed my eyes and gripped his hand. I felt warm tears run down my cheeks. I tried to imagine this wasn't happening. This couldn't be happening. I've already lost one child , i can't lose another...

  I sat in a old blue leather chair , my knees pressed against the plastic handles. My hand was intertwined with Zayns. I looked around , I saw people Who've known Fey her whole life. I saw tears stream down, my family and friends faces. I couldn't sit here and watch my family cry. I stood up , startling Zayn.
" I'm going to get some water , " I whispered.
He nodded his head and let go of my hand. I walked down a narrow hallway, full of empty beds and IV poles. Walking in the hallways trigged memories I tried to forget. Memories of me holding my daughters lifeless body. I can't relieve that memory , it's not fair for me to relieve that. I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ellie , her eyes were red and swollen. She spoke softy as she talked to me. I herd a monitor beep and felt my heart race. Panic rushed through my body. I watched nurses and doctors run past me. My body became tense , and my breathing became fast paced. I watched Ellie turn and pull me into her arms. She tried to calm me down. I whispered in her ear.
" . I thought since I've already had one child taken away from me , that they couldn't take another. I cant lose Fey."
She rubbed my back , " you won't lose her , no one is taking her away from you. "
We sunk to the floor , and I put my head on her shoulder.
" I don't understand , I spent my whole life watching her every move. I kissed her head when she would scrap her knee. Now when she's in the most pain I'm not allowed to even see her. How is that fair , she needs me I need to be with her. She can't handle this on her own , she's still my baby."
Ellie nodded her head , " she's really tough , you also have to be tough for her. I hate to tell you this , but when you see her she will be in rough shape. So when you see her you can't cry or leave her side. She'll need you more then ever."
She put her arms around me and squeezed.
" remember your not in this alone , you have lots of people by your side."
I nodded my head , " I know."
We stood up and walked back to the waiting room. Most people were asleep , except Zayn he was wide awake. I went and sat down next to him , I passed him a water bottle.
" here you need some water."
He toke the bottle from my hand and began to drink slowly.
" did anyone come to give us an update ? "
He shook his head , then handed me back the water.
His gaze was set on the blue doors in front of us.
" it's been seven hours , and we haven't gotten one update. I'm starting to get scared , seven hours is a long time."
I leaned against him , " it's a good thing it means everything is going well."
" what if it's not , what if a thousands of machines are going off."
I began to rub his arm , " well then I guess we will find out very soon, if not then its not happening."

  The blue doors flew open in front of us. Zayn and I shot up instantly , a girl in light blue scrubs came towards us. She had a big smile on her face as she greeted us. I herd people around us wake up. I saw Zayns mum squeeze his dad's hand.
" the surgery went great , she will be in pain when she wakes up. You can press the button for a nurse for some medicine."
A rush of relief rushed through my body , " you mean she's alive."
" yes she very much alive , the nurse smiled."
I pulled the doctor in for a hug , " thank you thank you."
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I cupped my face in my hands.
She was okay my baby girl is okay. My mum pulled me into her chest , and I cried in her Arms.
" she's okay mum."
She Whipped tears from her eyes.
" now you and Zayn go see her in her room."
I nodded and griped Zayns hand.

I felt a strong shove against my arm, my eyes slowly fluttered open. I blinked trying to un seen the blurry room. I shifted my weight , listening  to the chair squeak as I moved. Zayn whispered into my Ear ,
" love the doctors here's With an update."
A rush a panic rushed through me. I looked down at the plastic blue chair , and saw the blue doors in front of me fling open.
" this doesn't make sense , the doctor already talked to us."
Zayn looked at me confused then stroked my head
" no Pez the doctor hasn't talked to us yet."
I looked around confused seeing the women in blue scrubs walk towards us.
" I don't understand Zayn , she told us Fey was out of surgery."
He pulled me into his side , " Perrie you dreamt that , you had one of your dreams again."

Authors note : side note accidentally put this before the pervious changed so this is me putting it in the right order😬
Also went  a very sad episode of greys anatomy to find this photo I'm very emotional right now. Also if you haven't noticed now I'm the queen of spelling errors and grammatical errors as well so bare with me.