Zerrie baby

Chapter 28

Perrie's Pov : It's been two weeks since her accident, two weeks and she hasn't even moved. My fingers were placed over her pulse on her wrist , i knew as long as I could feel her pulse she was alive. I knew under all those tubes and stitches that she was still Fey. Today's the day we have to sit down in a big leather chair, looking down at sheets of paper that control my daughters life. I leaned over and began to speak to Fey.
" baby please wake up , " i gripped her hand tightly, and felt my eyes begin to sting. I looked over to see my mum standing in the doorway. I looked up at her un able to greet her. She walked over the and put her arm around me. She didn't speak , I feel she's ran out of things to say.
" mum I can't do this, " I whispered into her chest.
She rubbed her hand up and down my back ,

" what if i screw it all up and kill her without giving her a chance. I cant end my daughters life , she's still little she hasn't lived mum I can't do this."

" I know you'll do what's right for Fey,you always have."

" This is different mum , this isn't like picking a school for her , it's her life her fragile little life."

She didn't answer she just held me, intel zayn came back to get me. His hair was still wet from his shower he smelt fresh. He had dark bags under his eyes, and his face was sagging. His shinny brown eyes , didn't shine the same. He gave me a weak smile and walked over to my mum and I.
I watched him stare at Fey , then he told me we had to go.
I leaned over and kissed Fey on her forehead before we left , and whispered to her
" I'm so sorry babe."

We walked and sat down in a big leather chair, i gripped the sides of the chair. We sat and waited for the doctor to arrive. There was two pens laid out in front of us. She walked in and gave us a weak smile.
" My apologies that we have to do this today. I understand you've been in this position before."

We nodded our heads.

" Well I'm sorry to have to put you through this again. Feys condition hasn't shown any sign of improvement over the last two weeks. Although she still has brain activity and is not paralyzed. She did suffer damage to her brain that if she does wake up , she might suffer speech loss and memory loss. This would require advance treatment to gain all function back."

She placed papers out in front of us , Zayn began to read over the first page.

" These papers have different plans listed. If her condition continues the way it is and she doesn't wake up , we can move her to a care facility where she will stay Intel you choose to un plug her."

Zayn Interrupted , " are you trying to tell us she isn't going to wake up."

" it's very rare patients do wake up, that's why we are discussing these options."

" I'm sorry but this is really hard to take in , what your telling us is she has brain activity her heart is beating," Zayns tone changed.

" Yes but as of now she is breathing strictly through tubes. I'm sorry to tell you this , but right now we are holding out for a miracle."

Zayn began to yell
" like you said , we've been through this before. You are making it sound as if this is easy for you to tell people. You are acting as taking our daughter off life support is no big deal, or that this should be an easy decision. Telling us we are holding out for a miracle, is un professional and right now you are lacking compassion. It's our daughters fucking life we are talking about."

I cut him off " Zayn she's just doing her job."

" I'm very sorry mr and mrs Malik I've been quite off today , i haven't been trying to be rude."

Zayn stood up out of his seat, I grabbed his forearm.
" Zayn stop it."

He ignored me ,
" you're having an off day , I'm sorry what a lousy fucking excuse. I've had the worst two weeks of my life , and you think you can tell me you've had an off day. Who the hell do you think you are ? I want a new doctor on this case,who will actually care for my daughters needs."

Zayn then left the room , I sat speechless and ran after him.

" Zayn what the hell was that ? " , I yelled at him.

" Fey needs a better doctor," he snapped back.

" She could have a hundred doctors and they are all going to tell us the same thing Zayn. As much as we don't want to face it or admit it , we both know how this ends. We could keep her hooked up in that bed for fifty years and she'd stay the same , you and I both know that. The doctors right we are holding out for a miracle."

I felt my face flush red , my eyes began to sting again. I watched tears roll down Zayns cheek.

" I don't want to loose her, he whispered."