Zerrie baby

Chapter 8

PERRIES POV : it's been a week since Liam came over, and told me about everything. Hearing it from Zayn wasn't nearly as hard ,as hearing it from Liam. I wish I could help him but I can't , and it kills me i feel so helpless....

Zayns mom and safaa are coming out today to help out with fey. " Pez I was thinking since my mom was coming tonight we could go out tonight " Zayn said as he walked into the room. It's been a month since Fey was born , Zayn and I haven't had alone time since she was born. It doesn't really bother me i don't really like going out in public , I'm scared people will write nasty comments about my weight. He looked at me with big eyes as he walked over to me " come one Pez it will be fun " he said nudging me. " I don't want to leave your mom alone with Fey , I will feel bad leaving her with a baby". I said " Pez she loves Fey she suggested it in the first place she doesn't mind". He said " come on spice up your life " he said smirking. I let out a smile while I bit my lip. " you know Zayn last time you said that 9 months later we had a baby " I said giggling. " hey look were that got us a beautiful baby girl " he said wrapping his arms around my waist. " i couldn't be happier right now " he said kissing me cheek. " okay you have yourself a date malik " I said. " I'll pick you up at 7:00 Malik" he said while clicking his tongue.

I looked in the mirror one last time before Going down stairs. Normally what people thought about my weight didn't bother me , but for some reason It is now. I had a lose grey tang top that I tucked into my black jeans that flowed out so you couldn't see a little bump that was still there. I wore a long creme cardigan that went down just past my thighs , and some black boots. I left my hair down and slightly wavy. " babe you look beautiful " Zayn said I didn't realize he was behind me. " Zayn does this outfit make me look fat " I said curiously. He furred his eyebrows and said " Pez you look perfect like you Always do ". He said kissing my lips , " don't stress about your weight please , you are perfect and I love you no matter what " he said I let out a smile " I love you too " I said kissing him.

" okay we left our numbers on the counter and jades number because she lives closest in case of an emergency , there's spare nappys in the hall closet up stairs. Her pjs are in the dresser in her room. " Perrie honey don't worry I've taken care of four Babys already go had fun " trisha said. After saying our good byes we left , we drove small restaurant that wasn't to fancy. There wasn't any paps which toke my stress off a bit. We were sat at a table I was looking at menu , then looked up at Zayn who was smiling at me. " your making me nervous " I said joking " sorry I missed our little dinners " he said . He reached across the table for my hand and rubbed it with his fingers. He looked so good tonight he had his hair Was tied back in a little pony , while he wore a big grey sweater and black skinny jeans. I couldn't help but smile around him. After we were done eating we were leaving and lots of flashes of cameras were flashing outside. Zayn looked over at me " don't worry babe hold my hand " he said he led me through the flashes of cameras as they shouted rude comments. One of them nearly knocked me over.Then we got to the car " Fucking hate paps " Zayn said he put his hand my thigh and looked at me and said " don't listen to their comments they just want a reaction babe ". He always knew what to say and when to say it. After driving for a while we pulled over in a parking lot " where are we " I asked " it's a surprise " he said smiling. It was a park one we have been to before , we use to come here all the time when we were dating and just walk around and talk. He wrapped his hand in mine as we walked around and talked. " I miss Fey a lot " I say " I do to but she's in good hands " he said. " it's kinda crazy how lucky we are " he said " we both got to live out our dreams now we settled down I have everything I could ever wish for. He said as he put his arm around my waist and pulled me in closer. " I guess we're just extremely lucky" I said , " I forgot what it's like to not have a child he said she's always on my mind " I said. After long talks we walked back to the car and drove home. It was 11:30 when we got home. Everyone was asleep i went up stairs to Fey's room. She was sleeping so soundly I wanted to wake her and hug he but I knew I shouldn't. " Night night love " I said whispering.

I was woken up by a loud cry " I'll get her sleep in for a bit " Zayn said mumbling. What felt like 5 minutes later my alarm went off , I had to go in for a meeting today. I rolled over and rubbed my eyes , then let out a Loud sigh. A few minutes later Zayn came in and put Fey on top of me while holding her up right " good morning sleeply head " he said. " morning " I said I watched Zayn as he bounced Fey up and down on my stomach. He caused Hatchi to wake up at the end of our bed , he let out a moan. " you sound like an old man " I said petting his back. " he is an old man " Zayn said. Hatchi walked over to Zayn who now had Fey on his lap , she looked at hatchi with big eyes and reached her arm out. She then started to get fussy , " are you hungry baby girl " I said " are you Hungry baby " Zayn said bouncing her up an down. After feeding her i got get dressed I put her into black leggings and a white shite with a black heart that said wild one on it and put a pink bow In her hair. Then safaa toke her down stairs to play with her when I got ready. I put on a big comfy blue sweater with black jeans and white converse. I left my hair natural then put it into a pony tail. After a long drive to the office I was greeted by jesy hugging me " hello mommy " she said I smiled. I was greeted by lots of hugs and congratulations. During the meeting they said how they wanted us to put out a song and appearances. Everyone was kinda hesitant because we were all settling down. But we all agreed to do it. After the meeting we all talked , jesy was getting married soon so her wedding was the main topic. I was excited for her I couldn't wait for the wedding. " Pez did you drive here " jade said " yes I did " I said " can I catch a ride home with you " she said "of course " I said. The drive home was fun I haven't seen the girls a lot since Fey was born we are all so busy with our lives. We pulled up to jades house , " want to come in for a bit " she said " I would love too " I said I was greeted by her two year old daughter poppy. " auntie Perrie " she said cheerfully I picked her up and kissed her cheek. " I missed you Perrie " she said " missed you too " I said poppy looked so much like jade you couldn't tell them apart aside from age. Poppy pushed back her hair with her hand as she lead me towards her toys. After her showing me her Doll. I sat with jade as she made tea , " she's gotten so big " I said " I know she's not a little girl anymore " jade said with a frown. " I'm a big girl " poppy said I smiled poppy was to cute for words. " auntie Perrie will you come bring Zayn and your baby to visit soon please " poppy said " of course I can " I said " poppy you can come over and play when ever you want too " I said smiling. Poppy use to come over before Fey was born all the time to play , when her mum and dad would go out. " guess what I'm going on a holiday " she said with a big smile " where are you going " I said playing in " Disney land " she said " yay are you going to meet at the princess " I said " yep all of them right mommy " she said " right poppy " jade said.

When I got home I was greeted by a frantic Zayn. " Zayn what's wrong " I said " I've got to go over to Liam's" he said " why what's wrong " Danielle's trying to take Nala away from him " he said running out the door .......

AUTHORS NOTE : sorry this chapter was kinda boring I'm trying to made the chapters longer for yall. Sorry about my jade edit just playing around with it ✌️