Zerrie baby

Chapter 20

Perrie's Pov: There are no words to describe your child in pain. No one can ever tell you, or prepare you. For the past sixteen years , Fey was my life. Everything she did or lost or achieved I was there. I put her before everyone and everything. She brought me so much happiness. The person who made me the happiest, is now causing me the most pain.

Feys Pov: I tapped my pencil, against the wooden desk. Listing to it click every second. I watched the clock closely waiting for the day to end. To dismiss everyone from their misery. That's what I use to think once that bell rings everyone will be happier. Except that's not truth. Once the bell rings, it's doesn't change anyone. In the end we're all back here tomorrow.

I leaned against my locker waiting for Ray. I saw her down the hall, making out with her boyfriend. I watched her stroke his arm, as she walked away. She walked up to me smiling " ready to ditch this place ?" I nodded and picked up my bag. We walked down the hallway. The stench of body Oder and pencil shavings, lingered through the school. " let's do something fun tonight." I rolled my eyes " why what difference does it make. We're just going to come back tomorrow, and do the same thing." " we do not do the same thing everyday" Ray shouted. " yes we do go to school, leave school go home wait for Friday to come." She rolled her eyes, " whats your deal today your in a shit mood." I brushed her comment off. Not like she was wrong, I was in a shit mood. I didn't feel like discussing it. I went to turn down my street, while Ray would turn down hers. " Fey Almira Malik I promise you I will change your daily routine." Ray yelled down the street. I laughed " Alright so meet you here tomorrow same time."

" Hello " I called. There was no response " Hello I'm home." I was home alone again. I walked into the kitchen. A pink sticky note was on the fridge. " dads in the studio I'm at Nan's , please feed the animals" - xo mum. I threw the note into the trash , and walked to the Back door. I opened the door when all five dogs ran at me. They licked my face and jumped on me. I pet their backs and kissed their heads. " hello loves , I missed you to." After feeding them I walked upstairs. I walked into my room , Teddy jumped onto my bed. I laid down and pet teddys back. He was now old and frail, and got cold easily. Ever since I could walk , he's always followed me. I picked up the book on my bedside table. After a couple pages I held it over my face. I got up and walked back down stairs. I walked over to the black piano. I sat down and ran my fingers over the keys. I pressed my fingers on the keys. The sound that came out soothed me. I looked up, I saw awards and a framed photo. It had a gold trim, with a black & white photo. It was of me sitting on my dads lap, while playing the piano. It was my first memory. It's very faint and hazy. It always made me happy thinking about it. I pressed down on the keys,Playing the most Familiar song I knew. It's the only song I knew off by heart. My dad use to sing it to me, when I was scared or sad. He would hug me and sing to me. " you and I , we don't want to be like them. We can make it tell the end, nothing can come between you and I." I hummed the lyrics. I stopped played when I saw my dad beside me. " haven't herd you play in a while." I smiled " yeah I was bored." He sat beside me. " haven't herd that song in a while either." I let off a half smile
"yeah either have I." " surprised you still know it." I turned to look at him " only herd I a thousand times" I joked. He laughed and kissed my head. We sat and talked for while. He asked all the normal questions, like how was my day. I listened to him talk about the studio, and he told me about the tracks. " hey how about some dinner,"He Nudged my shoulder. I went and laid down,on the couch as he made dinner. Then my phone started ringing. " Hello " , " hey come outside." " what the hell how did you get in through the gates, i whispered." " I climbed over them", she slurred into the phone. I ran upstairs to my room.I opened my blinds and saw Ray standing outside, with two bottles. My Eyes widened when I saw her. She motioned for me to come down. I shook my head and pointed, at the kitchen window. She pointed at her phone. I looked at mine , she sent me a text. "just climb out the window." I sighed and rolled my eyes, I opened up my window. I looked down thinking about the jump. I decided i have jumped off higher. Like the top of the playground, when I was five and I thought I broke my leg. So my dad carried me home, and put a plaster on it. I looked down at the grass below me. I closed my eyes and jumped. My feet collapsed on the grass. Pain shot through my body,
" Fuck that hurt." Ray laughed and handed me the bottle. I screwed off the cap and drank. The glass was cold against my lips, and stung as I sipped. We sat in silence, as we looked at my house drinking. Ray broke the silence " My mom and my dad got in a fight again." I moved closer to Ray " I'm sorry are they okay." She shrugged " why it's normal , she's a crazy bitch." I rubbed her back " don't say that's she's not crazy." I watched her eyes fill with tears. " stop sugar coating it , you know she is. You know how fucked up my family is,she's the reason for it." I watched the tears roll down her cheeks. " she's not crazy, she's just trying to protect you." " protect me from what , herself she's fucking crazy. She doesn't let me leave the house, without a three page explanation. I didn't have a phone Intel three months ago. It's pointless anyways, she checks it's everyday and night." I rubbed her back " I know it's frustrating, she's looking out for you." I knew everything I was saying was to make her feel better. Her mum hates me and my family. She thinks my parents , way of parenting is not strict enough. Which is wrong just because there not up tight. Doesn't make them any less, of Amazing parents. Cause I'm the one sitting on a lawn at 7:00 at night. Drinking beer with her daughter , talking about her fucked Up fights.
"hey you can stay here tonight, I'll just tell my parents they'll understand." She looked at me " will they, you's family's so perfect, I couldn't see them understanding." " no family's perfect." " yours seem pretty damn normal . I shook my head " yeah having people with camera outside my house , for most of my life is very much normal. Also having people constantly asking about my parents what's next for them. Or how's your dads relationship with the band ? Personal favourite being followed to school." I stood up,and toke Rays hand. " sorry sometimes I just forget. I stayed silent , " sometimes i wish more people would."

Authors note : I'm not really sure how I feel about this chapter. Do you guys like it or is it to much ? Also I got a horrible sunburn. I look like I cherry tomato so that's super great.