Till Death Do Us Part

Chapater 140

antonio:this isnt a random field this is where they gunned down my brother this is where saw him go down with 10 bullet holes in him ..

caine: dad put the gun down come on?

antonio looked at his hand

caine: if a cop passes and they see us your gone for good please dad please!

antonio sighed and put the gun away and leaned back on his car

caine: what happened we had just talked you where playing legos with juinor? she didnt tell me anything she just said you left

antonio: its like lil by lil the truth comes out i asked her who made the first move and she said she didnt remember but i know she does i dont want to be mad at her its him i want he saw my brother go down with me he pulled me back as i tried to shoot the cop that killed my brother he saw me loose it and at my lowest and he took my love from me? but now im like did she fall for lies or was she in on it to hurt me?

caine: im going to take genesis and junior to eat and shop i usally do that on sundays to give mom some peace i want you to go back to the house and just talk to her because you having these thoughts is torturing you its trggering you

antonio: i dont know how to talk ill just start yelling and i dont want to do that i walked out because i just needed to yell and scream

caine: sit in the car and scream and yell all you want let it out then go back and talk to her or do you want to walk away from her from me

antonio: even if i walked away from your mom i would be here for you? your my son?

caine: i know im your son but i would choose my mother over everything if you split up wrong if its mutual i would understand i would but she's all ive ever had in this world i want a relationship with you i would do my best but she's everything to me

Antonio:I don't want to loose her I love her she's all I've ever wanted even when I was down but I just been so in my head I'm angry and I can't snap Miguel's neck I can't do what I want I have to think of the kids and seeing her be calm and not back me up just fucks with my head but then I get it the kids .. I'm better off gone I destroyed her before and pushed her to hurt me before why go threw this again

Caine: your to in your head your going in circles trying to fix an old mistake you need to talk it out she won't won't tell you fully now because the others are there she doesn't like them hearing things she protects us that's all .. but if you want to walk away then go but don't expect me to chase you I gave that shit up with Miguel

Antonio: I wouldn't leave you and I don't want to leave her but this isn't your fault it's just us I'll go back and talk to her take your brother and sister out do what you usually do maybe that way we can just fight it out or I don't know

He nodded

Caine: you have to let go of the anger it's not worth dwelling on it I know it's hard but you have to let go of the past and I know it's been a long time and you sat alone in that cell but I know she thought of you I'm not saying my moms perfect though

Antonio looked at him

Antonio: you sound just like Marco crazy to think I was scared to have a son thinking he would be just like me when all I wanted was to be like my brother

Caine: I'm a good mix I think I see red quickly but I calm down quick also I see the bigger picture I guess

Antonio hugged him

Caine: let's go you can't sit here in this pain it's not good for you

Antonio: your not wrong

They left Caine packed up his siblings Antonio sat at the kitchen table as Emily walked down