Till Death Do Us Part

Chapter 133

emily: letty spill it

letty: your buzzed or whatever this isnt the time ok? if genesis hears this she'll get mad to hes fine tonios here he has his dad and your going to be fine also ok? ill send caine extra money for us to eat so you can relax cuz if junior wakes up how we explaining this

emily: hes a deep sleeper he'll be fine hes shy though so heads up to you

antonio: good with me you ok though you sure? your mood changed when you walked in

emily: when it comes to them ill always be ok they come first to me i want them to be ok i want them to have the best of everything i stuck with miguel because i wanted them to have a father also i didnt get that

antonio: you matter to though you know that?

letty: its scary to say this but hes not wrong you put up with alot you matter also stupid im gonna call carlos and check on juinor yall chop it up

they nodded as letty went inside

antonio just hugged her tight and kissed her head

antonio: if i wouldve reached out back then would shit of happened?

emily:no i wouldnt have left him its hard for me to keep him away right now because i want them to have there dad but what happened with caine? do you know?

antonio: hes just like you on that part doesnt speak on shit i guess he texted miguel trying to start a convo telling him he started school and that he hoped he was good and miguel left him on read its been a while also

she looked down and shook her head

antonio: do you think he always thought differently of him?

emily: i dont think so i dont know .. i failed him i failed all of them i was trying to protect them from this kind of pain and look .. caine didnt deserve that what the fuck?

antonio: his loss babygirl his loss he was never a real man and i couldve told you that from the start he cheated on his ex when she was pregnant that fuck up made her loose the baby did you know that?

emily: what the fuck no?

antonio: hhm i wasnt perfect myself i get the controlling and crazy shit i was on but still

emily: so you admit it then

antonio: wanna know what emily

emily: im kidding you werent perfect neither was i im sorry i hurt you like this im sorry i broke your heart and left you in your darkest moment mostly after losing marco but please understand that i felt so alone i was lost and scared because you where so angry always fucking mad nothing i did could make you change then when we found out caine was a boy not a girl that shit made me nervous because you where so mad and i needed to get out i thought of him

he sighed and sat down and looked at her

antonio: i wasnt mad at the fact that he would be a boy that he would replace me i know it gave that i was scared he would grow up to be just like me or like my dad it drove me crazy i loved him no matter what i thought of him always once i healed what was going on mentally shit clicked to me ya know but you did a great job you alone did that babygirl for all 3 of them there so loved and they love you and hes protective as fuck to and i can tell shes like you also junior i know hes a mamas boy ofcourse your a good mother

emily: thank you for that i feel like a shitty ass mom i swear

the night would go by

antonio: its almost 4 ill crash on the couch ill dip out tomorrow i got the homeboy bringing me a car