Him & I - The Two Of Us

Drunk - Chapter 45

"I want to tell you something." I mumble as minhye nodded her head.

"What is it?" She speak, sipping on her drink.

But it was no use talking to her. She was already drunk.

"I'll tell you later" I speak as she nod yet again.

"you look upset, y/n" She laugh as i laugh as well.

Not funny but I feel like I've gone mad.

"It's whatever. How's everything with minhyuk" I questioned as she nod.

"I think we're gonna last longer. I love him. He's really good with me." she says as I smiled.

I'm happy for her.

"Good for you" I laughed, drinking up again.

I'm sad for myself though.

Taehyung and I had that conversation four days ago. I apologized so much but nothing changed.

I force him to sleep with me every night and cry in his arms but he still keeps a distance with me..

Nothing too much has changed. We still don't talk. I try to initiate a conversation but he ends it like always.

I know I'm wrong. But I just don't know what to do. I'm tired of feeling this pain. Of having him be away from me even though he's close.

I can't feel the warmth between us. I can't feel our warm greetings for each other. There's nothing.

He pulled himself away from me. No matter how hard I'm trying to be close.

It's as if it was always him who had kept our relationship going. Because now I feel nothing between us.

I absolutely have no idea how to make it right.

I have been trying everything. Spending time with him, cuddling with him, kissing him, talking to him, cooking for him but nothing works.

There's nothing from him. He has kept his mind firm on staying away from me this time.

So here I am, escaping from my problem just like always because I don't have Taehyung to blame everything on this time just like I do always.

I always pulled us back while he always push us further. And now I don't know what do I do.

"I'm so drunk" minhye chuckled as I giggled as well.

I knew I was getting drunk too.

But I didn't want to care much.

I have the right to forget my pain for at least one night right?

"Me too" I mumbled as I hiccup.

"minhye ah. Did you not ever fight with minhyuk?" I asked her as she laughed.

"Oh I fight with him a lot. But he puts up with my shit. We always talk it through. Is your boyfriend fighting with you too?" She laughed as I chuckled.

But I was upset.

"Right you don't have a boyfieee" She speak as I nod my head, drinking up again.

"Hellloo? excuse me, sirrr? Can you call someoneee through my phone?" She speak as she looked at the bartender as I watched her.

I was losing my brain too though.

In a glass or two, I will have no mind to think.

But I don't care tonight.

"Uh madam, who do you want me to call?" the bartender questioned as minhye chuckled, resting her head at the table.

"Minhyuk" She mumbled before passing out as I chuckled, drinking up again.