Him & I - The Two Of Us

It's Different - Chapter 55

It's been 4 days since we came back from the trip.

And I have been treated very gently by Taehyung ever since that day.

But he never fails to remind me that I may be in charge of everything but he's in charge of me.

He's been treating me like a Princess. With care and compasion.

And right now, im going to his office. A surprise visit? I'm sure he won't mind me. I want to see him though.

I have been feeling changes in myself. Emotional changes toward him. We are taking our time, but we really are moving forward in our relationship. And he's taking the lead.

I understand now. What we needed before. I understand it now. But I was too childish to understand that I guess. We were too childish to understand that.

I haven't turned into a quiet girl who obeys whatever he says. To say the truth, I have been more stubborn and childish than before but there is a change between us.

I can feel it. Feel it when he holds my hand and walk beside me. It's different for us now. He's been lovely. He's taking my responsibility at the same time helping me grow.

We have been spending more time with each other. We dont have the whole day together but we cuddle at night. He doesn't come home to spend the night anymore. He comes home for me. Comes back for me no matter wherever he is.

Things are changed. He has been willing to tell me about everything that happened in the day.

He hugs me and kisses me more now. He doesn't smile often though. It's just like how it was before. But maybe he just doesn't smile much. He barely laughs when I tell him something funny.

But I can feel he is happy. His touch is full of life. His breathing doesn't feel forced anymore.

And him taking me in his arms as the first thing when he arrives back home tells me he is glad to be with me. Because he is warm.

Then he softly peck my lips and tell me that he is back home.

It's such a soothing thing to hear. Especially when it comes from his mouth.

And I only look at his lips as if I'm a pervert. But i dont care. Because he doesnt judge me.

Instead he smiles and picks me up in his arms. Takes me to our room and we kiss each other til we're satisfied.

We are changed now.

We are not the same him & I that we were before.

We are different.

<[FLASHBACK]>

I smile, resting my head back as I hear eomma singing.

We are going back home today and instead of eonnie, we have eomma with us. Jin oppa wanted to stay with eonnie which is cute.

But i have been feeling sick.

I didn't eat anything bad. And I'm not someone who gets sick during travelling.

And my hand reaches up my head again, "Taehyung stop..." I tell him for probably the 5th time.

It didn't take him long to stop the car and I quickly rushed out of the car, rubbing my chest up and down to calm myself down.

A hand caressed my head, "should I get you some water?" It was Taehyung.

"No I will throw up if I drink anything right now" I tell him, supporting myself by holding his forearm but he didn't say anything and just rubbed my back.