Him & I - The Two Of Us

Happy Pill - Chapter 17

•{Taehyung POV}•

I was dressing up for work.

Yes I know it may be unusual for some people to change in rooms but I feel more comfortable when I change in the room and not the bathroom.

Pulling up my pants, I started fastening the belt.

I really hope y/n is not upset with me anymore. You know actions speak louder than words.

I'm not good at communicating but I hope she can understand, although she of course needs assurance in words..

I'm not complaining. She's still like a child.

I really wanted to make it up to her. We have been through so many ups and downs.

The door swung open as y/n walk inside.

Her eyes suddenly widen as she blabber, "I'll get ready quickly. Please wa--"

But I cut her off, "You can take your time. There's still an hour and half to go" she look at the clock for sighing.

She looks dull. Really dull.

I hate seeing her this way. Y/n have been an innocent, bubbly girl as a child. And I can't deny the fact that our marriage has changed her.

I know what she was like even when I was away. The guys used to tell me everything and update me about her. I have never been too far away. I just couldn't bring myself to walk too close.

She didn't want to marry me but she's the one who gave breathe to our dead relation.

I don't hate her. I don't. I could never. But I couldn't bring myself to see her as my wife.

It was too hard to accept.

She was walking toward the closet when I hold her wrist, stopping her at the spot before pulling her back to me. "Y/n ah" I call her.

"What?" She spoke making me to let go of her wrist and shake my head as a 'nothing'.

I messed up too bad.

I just wanted to avoid conflicts and here we are.

"Are you angry with me?" I ask her. Pretty stupid. Yeah I know.

"I know you can't really feel what I feel, but I promise you that I really really am trying to change and be better for you y/n. I know you're upset because I do give you lots of nos'. I don't really have an explanation for this. But I'll try to not deny you" I mean if that's what makes her happy right? I'll be ok as long as she's fine too.

But the suddenly surprise me by cupping my cheeks.

"Oppa. It's fine. You know I loved you when we were kids. I still love you the same. No matter how much cold or unexpressive you are. I still care for you. It's OK. It will be hard but I'll accept all of this. I know it's hard for both of us, more for you as you have changed into a complete unexpected person... No offense though but you know that's the truth."she speaks to me so sweetly with her honey voice making my heart to melt.

She pecked my cheeks as she continued, "You'll always be my old Taehyungie in the heart"

It's been too long she called me that.