Him & I - The Two Of Us

Nothing? - Chapter 58

Minutes passed with me waiting for him to come back home. And I was losing my hopes. And it was sad. Sad that my husband doesn't wanna have a conversation with me.

Like he isn't serious about us. He's stressing about things he shouldn't.

But then the door opened, And I had him in front of me.

It made me smile. So I walked closer to him, wrapping my arms around him to hug him, but he didn't hug back. Which was upsetting.

"Hug me back" I speak, And he just patt my back.

I pulled back from the hug and faintly smiled at him, "I'm sorry for what I said the last time. I didn't mean it. I promise. I was just upset and frustrated... I kn--"

"I-its okay. I guess." He speak, distancing himself from me making me frown.

"I know I hurt yo--" And I felt a rush of guilt as he stood aside from me, keeping the distance.

"Its fine." His swollen and tired eyes were very noticeable. Very clear.

"Are you okay?" It was stupid. A very very stupid question.

"Y-yeah. You?" He doesn't wanna talk to me.

"Taehyung. Im sorry. I was suffering an--"

I hated that I already wanted to cry.

His eyes remain empty once again as he talk to me.

"When I talk to you. I feel like I'm talking to a wall. It hurts me." I whispered.

"I know... but I'm trying!" And I see him shake.

I don't wanna hurt him. I never mean to hurt him. Why is he hurting himself then?

"Taehyung" I mumble, stepping closer as I rubbed his arm.

He took a seat on the couch, breathing heavily, quiet as he calmed himself down. And I saw him like this for the first time ever. Almost like he was losing himself.

"I'm sorry.." I apologized, "I know I am ve--"

"No you think you know it. But you don't. You're not the only one suffering. Im tired too. But I choose to move past things. Because I trust you. And I believe we can work things out if we Try." He speak.

"But it's hard for me to put my trust in you because everytime I catch you with her. It makes me insecure that you are close with her. Im not perfect. I make mistakes. I don't look good. Im not even a good wif--"

"Y/n. You're stressing yourself. Im not asking you to be any one those things. Im not asking you to be perfect or be a good wife. You're attractive enough for me. I just want you to trust me. Because you are more than enough for me" I bite my lip, taking in a deep breathe before speaking again.

"I can't trust you easily. It's so hard when I look in your empty eyes. I feel like all the efforts im making for a man will fall in vain. Because he has nothing for me. There's nothing in his heart. Nothing." I tell him. And he sighed out loud.

"What is it? What will it take for you to trust me? I'm trying my best as I can. My heart isn't empty y/n. But I don't know how I can explain my feelings to you. I feel so clueless. What do you want me to do? Because no matter how much I try, I don't find words to explain myself. So tell me. What can I do?" He ask me.