Revenge of the scarlet eyes

His past, our present

It's been a couple weeks since Kakashi's confession, he's been sent on a lot of missions so I haven't be able to see him or talk about what this all means. I love team 7 so maybe he meant it as friends.... No he said falling in love... in love is definitely more than friends.

Naruto finally left with Jiraiya sensei, Sakura is working in the medical field and Aoba sensei has helped me here and there when he's not on missions. We trained more on my fire jutsu and he help me understand the kekkei genkai, I still haven't be able to use it but I do feel closer to that goal.

I went home after a mission lady Hokage sent me on. Just a easy D rank mission I finished in a day. I walked into my bathroom, stripping out of my clothes and showering the day off. Heading into my room, I dug though my drawers for some clothes, I looked on top of my dresser to see the shirt Kakashi "gave" me.
"Wouldn't be bad if I wore this, right? I mean he did give it to me..."
I grabbed the shirt and put it on, it still smells like him. I grabbed a pair of tights to pair with it.

I walked into my kitchen to get a quick snack before bed... maybe just tea I'm pretty tired.
I put the kettle on the stove and let that begin boiling, when I heard a knock on my door, I walked over, opening it, there stood Kakashi. He must of just come back from a mission to.

"Kakashi...it's late, is everything okay?"
"May I come in for a moment?"
I nodded and moved so he could enter. The kettle began whistling letting me know it's ready.
"Would you like some tea?" I asked grabbing two cups before he could even answer.
"Sure." He chuckled as he watched me pour the tea into the cups.
"Here." I placed the cup on the counter in front of him.
"Thank you. I see you still wear my shirt." He smirked.
I blushed.
"So...why did you come by?" I asked looking down at my tea.

"How are you feeling? Your wound all better?"
"All better yes." I sipped my tea.
He stared at me for a couple minutes, my heart was pounding, my hands began sweating, the hot tea wasn't helping.
"Iv done a lot of things in my past that make me believe I don't deserve to love."
I leaned onto the counter.
"Everyone deserves love Kakashi..."

"This sharingan eye only brings destruction and pain."
"May I hear the story of how you got it?" I hesitantly asked. 
"I guess to start..." he sighed heavily, "My father had to choose between saving his comrades or carrying on with the mission. His choice to save them, causing the third ninja war, eventually my father couldn't take the disgraced from the village. Which lead him to taking his own life."
"Oh Kakashi..." I reached out for his hand, he grabbed mine and lightly rubbed his thumb over my knuckles.

"I then believed that the mission always came before anything else, even before my comrades. Until Obito, I was put on the same team as him along with the girl he loved, Rin."
"Those are the people I saw in that picture, next to our team photo.."
He slowly nodded. "When I became a Jouin, I was to lead our team on a mission that would turn the current war in Konoha's favor. The enemy kidnapped Rin, I wanted us to finish the mission but Obito was determined to save our teammate. He told me "those who abandoned the mission are scum, but those who abandoned their comrades are worse than scum.""
"You told us that when we were trying to get the bells from you."
He looked me in the eyes and gave a small smile.

"I went after him after realizing he was right, I was a bit late, the enemy fighting Obito was the one who put this scar on me, causing me to lose my eye." He took his headband off, placing it onto the counter.
I reached up slowly, placing my hand onto his cheek, dragging my thumb lightly over his scar. He closed his eyes and gently leaned against my hold. After a moment he opened both eyes staring into me, I dropped my hand.

"The enemy had us, I wasn't sure how we would win this. But Obito stepped up and activated his Sharingan-"
"He was a Uchiha!" I shouted, standing straight up.
He cleared he throat.
"S..sorry." I stuttered feeling a bit embarrassed by my outburst.

"Anyways, after defeating the enemy we headed into a cave to save Rin. The other enemy used a earth technic that caused the cave to collapse on us, Obito saved me by pushing me out of the way of a falling rock...crushing his right half of his body. As his dying wish, he had Rin implant his Sharingan into the eye I lost as a gift for me making Jounin. He made me promise to protect Rin with it."
"So...it's your friends eye... what happened to Rin?"
He stared at me thinking if he should answer my question.
"I'll tell you another time... okay?"

"Kakashi...you said if you told me your past you were scared I would leave but I promise you-"
He pushed me against the wall gripping my wrist tightly, my eyes widened at his sudden action. We stayed like that for several beats. Staring into each others eyes, his mismatched eyes softening.

"It's to dark for you." He barely whispered.
"I want your darkness...I want all of you.... please...trust me." I begged.
"I do trust you..." he confessed with a sigh,
"I just don't trust myself with you...." He looked down at my lips then back into my eyes. I reached up, his hand still attached to my wrist. I slowly brought it to the top of his mask, he tightened his grip on me and narrowed his eyes.

"If you pull down my mask... I won't be able to stop myself." he warned.
I bit my lip and slowly pulled down his mask, trying to take in his face the best I could. The light laying over his now unmasked face, I stared at him in awe... he was gorgeous. I scanned over his well defined face till my eyes landed on his lips, my hand released his mask and cupped his jaw placing my thumb over his mole that was placed just under the corner of his lip. I brought my eyes back up to his, now dark eyes.

He crashed his lips into mine, they were soft and warm, the kiss was hard, full of desire. He pulled away his eyes glued to my lips.
"We shouldn't." He whispered.
I felt his warm breath against my lips, before I could say a word his lips were pressed against mine again, he let go of my wrist, wrapping one hand against my back and his other hand slowly sliding into my hair, grabbing a handful of it. He pulled my head gently back to deepen the kiss. I felt all my air leave my body, my stomach felt in knots, my whole body felt completely numb.

This kiss felt more passionate then before, I placed one hand on his chest and brought the other hand that held his jaw around to his neck, running my fingers though his sliver hair. I felt him moan against my lips and pull me closer to him, there was no space between us. He stopped, resting his forehead against mine letting both of us catch our breath.

"I'm sorry, are you sure?" He tried to whisper, he was breathing hard.
He untangled his hand from my hair and cupped my face. I felt like I could breathe again and answered his question by pulling him into me and starting up the kiss again. He pinned me to the wall gripping my waist, tight, pressing his body against mine, everything disappeared around us it felt like this moment froze. I felt like I was floating...
'Knock knock'

We broke the kiss turning our heads to the door, then quickly looking back at each other.. he pulled himself away from me, his eyes still dark.
"You should get that...."
I was trying to catch my breath as well, he brought his hand up and fixed my hair then rested his hand against my face....
"I really like you Makota, you make me... you make me feel...something I haven't been able to in a long time." He glanced at the door when we heard another knock.

"I...I like you to Kakashi...." I whispered.
He leaned down and gave me a sweet kiss that lingered for a few seconds till he pulled away, my lips following his till I could no longer reach his lips, causing him to chuckle, he gave me a gentle smile before pulling up his mask.
"We'll talk later Makota."
And with that he climbed out the window and left.. I stood there trying to take in everything until I heard the third knock.
"I'm coming!!" I yelled.