"I really like your body"
"and I don't like your presence"
"I'll sit beside my Hee"
"don't you dare call me that"
"you know, I'm free this Saturday"
"and does it look like I give a fck?"
"how about we go on a ice cream date-"
"No."
"I love you, hee"
"but I don't, and wasn't I clear about you calling me 'hee'?"
"Heeseung, I know you love me than why not-"
"who the fck said that and my so called 'feelings' towards aren't even close to the letter L so you better stop annoying me"
"Look I made us matching-"
"Oh god, can't you take a fcking hint, Ara?"
"Heeseung-"
"Can you please just stop? My life is already messed up and you're making it worse"
And these were some conversations going on between Ara and hee over this past few weeks
It clearly shows how desperate Ara is, doesn't take a hint, always clinging onto Heeseung and annoying him
While on the other hand, here are some conversations of you and him
"Here have this chocolate milk"
"Thank you but-"
"I ain't hearing any buts"
"You're shivering as fck- take my extra jacket"
"It's really not that cold- achoo!"
"Oh god, you already caught a cold? Why are you so fcking careless?"
"You aren't changing seats anymore"
"I have to-"
"That piece of shit called Ara makes me so mad- ugh! So, no, I'm not letting you go"
"Why are you always ignoring me?"
"Uh- I-I'm just tired"
"Tired of me?"
"w-what-"
"You've changed"
"Did I?"
"You're not my y/n anymore"
but instead you stayed quite this time, not knowing how to reply to that
You've been silent, that's not you
You look pale, that's not you
You're always alone, that's not you
And all along, you're just not you anymore
Heeseung never thought that he'd ever feel this crazy feelings for just an ordinary girl
But was she just an ordinary for him? How did he see you through his eyes? What's the view of his eyes?
He was craving attention, that's not him
He was desperate, that's not him
He couldn't move on, that's not him
And all along, he was also not him anymore
Love? What was that? A feeling where you get butterflies? Where you feel loved? And... Then get your heart shattered into millions of pieces by the one who made you feel like heaven? Leaving you after finding someone else telling you that they are 'better'? Leaving you a crying mess and go psycho and lock yourself for days?
Leaving you as if you never meant anything. Leaving you screaming and begging for them to stay while they just drove away with the 'better one'? Was love beautiful or another name for trauma?
This was the point of his view about love
Hee felt disgust whenever he thought of love
His mother never behaved any weirdly even tho she was shattered from the inside. She acted fine just for his nine years old son, who was just confusingly staring at the scene of his dad leaving them
She tried to act she was all okay even though it made her think of killing herself. Even though it made her second think her being alive. Even though it made her question her worth
She still stayed strong for her nine years old, who didn't understand anything, who didn't know what was happening, who didn't know what his mother had gone through for his cheater so called father, who didn't know why he left them, who didn't know why his mom was screamingly and crying while his father walked out of their life while having another woman in his arms
But that was just her point of view
Heeseung knew it all
He knew how his father was a cheater, he knew how he was the reason why his mother was all messed up, he knew how his mother had felt and what his mother had went through
He was a bit mature to say at his age that he knew exactly what was happening
Along with his mother, he also acted
Acted not to know
He was just nine years old, still understood it all
Maybe if he was a bit more mature or older he would've comforted his mother but he never brought up the topic of his father
At the beginning, it was hard but slowly it started to go well
He moved on well after being surrounded by his loved ones
The boy who thought all this once suddenly backed off on it
And did he really accept the fact that he's in love?
Yes, his friends knew how he was crazily in love with you
You completely changed his point of view on love
He always felt something weird whenever you smiled, whenever you giggled, whenever you got shy, whenever you looked cute
But he always buried down his feelings but you succeeded
Succeeded in making him change his perspective
You were someone special in front his eyes
Someone who is different from others
Lee Heeseung fell in love with you
"Bro, y/n really changed you. and I'm really happy about that" Sunghoon clapped in excitement
"Love is such a lovely feeling, I know how you're feeling, Hyung" Jungwon smiled
"Yeah, yeah whatever. It's not even that special" Heeseung rolled his eyes and laughed
"What the heck are you saying?" Jungwon dramatically gasped "it's so special that it deserves celebrating" Jungwon squealed as the three made their way to their classes
Heeseung was waiting for y/n but she didn't show up and luckily one of his known classmates had sat beside him meaning the chair where y/n usually sits so Ara couldn't
Heeseung was left confused when the teacher came and there was still no sign of your presence
You were the type of girl who always was present to school even if you are sick but it was the first time he didn't see in class
Hee got worried asked the boy next to him "where is y/n today?"
"Y/n's mother said to me that she couldn't make it today as she was very sick" the boy replied
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You Are The One || Lee Heeseung || ENHYPEN
Fanfiction"I love you" he said "we can't be together" she pushed him and was about to walk past him but a grip around her wrist made her look back "why?" his voiced came out cracked "we can't" she whispered and with a force, she removed his hands and ran awa...
