It might be you

25

Chandria's POV

Kanina pa ako binibwisit nitong mga tao dito. Hindi ko alam kung sinasadya nilang maging tanga o tanga-tangahan lang talaga? Nagse-set sila ng date na sobrang alanganin at ang tickets magiging lugi lang ang company, ano tanga tangahan?

Hindi ayusin ang trabaho eh!

"They're just ruining my mood! Sabihin mo sa kanila wag na wag silang mapapatawag ng meeting for proposal kung puro kapalpakan lang ang mga pinagsasasabi nila!"

"Chill, Ria. Masestress ka lang pag masyado mong inisip 'yan." Hindi ko pinansin ang sinabi ni Arisse.

"Arisse, this is business. I can't tolerate their stupidity because this isn't a trial and error. We need to make sure about everything and I don't need their proposals if they don't even have a freaking null hypothesis! Hindi na sila kinder kaya dapat alam nila na hindi lahat ng plano ay nasusunod. I want all of them fired because this company needs better people!" Umupo na ako sa desk ko at sinapo ang ulo ko.

Paano nakaya ni Ria ang lahat ng ito? This job is frustrating! Ito ang tipo ng trabaho na ikakabaliw mo, lalo na 'tong pwesto na 'to. Pangarap ko ba maging stressed?

"Wait, Ria, calm down! Hindi pwedeng magpadalos dalos dahil katulad ng sabi mo, business nga ito. Relax, okay? I'll tell them not to bother you and let the others check their works before calling a meeting." She suggests.

"Well, tell them please! I will surely fire someone if a meeting is called then... shit, you will all lose your jobs!" I shouted, so loud. I heard echos because of the volume of my shout.

I don't care if all of them can hear me because I am serious. I will never risk a show just because they think their proposals will be a great addition to the show.

Think? Seriously?

The last meeting held was a total waste of time. That stupid lady wanted to try a new twist to the show and it will probably cost a lot of time, money, and effort but when I asked her what are her conclusions and hypothesis, I quote, Wala po akong ginawang ganun.

Tanga.

Tingin ba niya lahat ng gusto at plano niya, masusunod? Napakatanga naman niya, diba?

I needed to hear any back up plans in case her new twist fails but I heard a stupid remark. Now, do I have the right to fire the people behind that stupid proposal?

"Now that you calmed down, I really want to tell you that I am now doubting that you had amnesia." Arisse said when she got back to my office.

I raised an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"You're still the Monster. A Monster who protects the company from trouble but also a Monster who screams everything out every time she is stressed."

"What?"

"Don't get me wrong, I understand where it is coming from. You risked a lot just to get here, Ria. You were willing to let go of your happiness for this, for your dream. You are now a successful woman now and it's all worth it."

My happiness.

Shit.

Iniwan ko siya.

Iniwan ko siya para sa pangarap ko. Sinaktan ko siya kaya siya galit sakin. Ang gaga ko, jusko! Bakit ko ginawa 'yun?

Then I thought my head is going to throb in pain but nothing happened. Nakatulala lang ako at nagiintay na may makita at marinig ako sa isip ko pero wala.