KC

June 9, 2015-18:03 Happiness...

Hello internet,

I suppose I've been a lot happier. The woman and I are friends again. I figured it would happen, I just needed a lot of time away from her. Now we're cool again, no feelings anymore (I don't think). Her boyfriend doesn't even bother me anymore, so that's good. The only thing left is sexual feelings, which I'd like to get rid of. But if you've seen her, you'd understand. She's a goddess.

Good thing is that she's not the only one I have sexual feelings towards. There's this guy (whoa, a dude, shocker) who I've been friends with for about 3-4 years now. Nice kid, smart, attractive. Total stoner package. I used to think I liked him, like last year, but I don't. I just lust after him now, to be honest. I've been progressively cutting my hair, and every time I have, he gets super flirty (he has a thing for short hair).

Oh yeah, by the way, I got a mohawk on Saturday. Dyed it blue...

Anyway, today he was kind of touchy-feely with me today during orchestra (which I didn't mind). He also let me lay on him as he played that stupid game Clash of Clans. It was nice, but it really couldn't help getting "turned on" per-say. Though, I've been turned on for like 2-3 days now, but that's TMI I suppose.

I have finished the contract. My master/submissive contract for the next partner I see fit, and from there on. To explain, I'm into BDSM and I am a dominate. I'm just looking for someone to be completely submissive to me have them sign the contract, and the rest is history until I'm not fond of them anymore. I know that sounds kind of cold and cruel, but it's not, trust me. I'm a very caring "master" as one should be. So I've just typed up the document, and it's now ready to be signed. Yay.

I'M SEEING FALL OUT BOY AND WIZ KHALIFA TOMORROW HOLY SHIT. FIRST DAY OF THEIR TOUR AND IT'S GONNA BE AMAZING.

I really hope that's it for now. Until next time.

-Kacy