Hello Internet,
I thought this was going to be a good entry, about how even though dysphoria is kicking my ass, I have great friends and a great girlfriend. This is now only part true.
I literally just got dumped. Her name was Olivia. I thought we were alright, but I guess her breaking up with me is my fault. I kind of saw this coming yesterday, but I didn't think it'd happen today. Anyway, I've been having some mental issues in regards to my gender fluidity and my future as a musician, so I've definitely distant from her. More distant then my usual self.
It was fun while it lasted though. Best relationship I had. My best friends offered to have a sleepover to cheer me up on Friday, so I'm thankful for that.
On the bright side, I went to the Black Mass Tour last Wednesday and had the time of my life. It was freezing outside, waiting in line, but it was worth it. I never heard of Drama Club until the tour was announced, but they're really cool. They're independent DJs and were great.
Set It Off, one of my favorite bands, killed it. Cody was so energetic, we held hands twice, he stood on the crowd, so I held his knee, and his taint was in my face. I think I'm in love.
I saw Falling In Reverse for the second time. Everyone was focused on Ronnie, while I kept my eyes fixated on my British love, Jacky Vincent, and Ryan Semen. But Ronnie did play a game in the middle of the set with a basketball, giving out free tee shirts.
Lastly, Black Veil Brides went on, and everyone went nuts! I waited two years to see them live, and it was just a dream come true. Jake Pitts is my favorite guitarist and such an inspiration to me. He's such an adorable dork omfg. Jinxx makes me want to continue doing orchestra, CC is such an amazing drummer, Andy is what I inspire to be in a performer. He's just so crazy and energetic and funny on stage. Though his live singing isn't great, he definitely puts on a show. A lot happened, but it would be a lot to put in this.
My 16th birthday is next week, so I guess that's something to be happy about. I mean, I've made it this far. My party is going to be fucking dope though. It's just a small hotel party with my close friend group, but there will be saxophones and props.
So, I just hope I'm happy by then, because I know damn well I feel so god damn shitty now. And hopefully I get the job at Hot Topic I'm applying for soon.
I think this is enough of an update for now.
Until next time,
-KC
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Non-FictionLittle entries of mine. I don't like writing in "diaries" because they are easy to find in my room, and I really don't need my mom reading my shit. I don't expect anyone to really read this, but this is just an outlet for me that doesn't just involv...
