Hello Internet,
I've been in an oddly dark place, I guess you could call it. Can you guess who about? Yeah. Her. I want to be over her so bad, but I can't get over her. In a month, it'll be a whole year since the break up. April 12th marks the day. But today's the first time a talked about it with someone. I didn't just keep it bottled up, or vent slightly to my friends who I know don't want to hear it and give bad advice, or even attempt to break through to her. I talked to someone who isn't biased, someone I trust. My SAP group leader, Val. She's brilliant. I didn't want to talk at first, but she made the first move and I just broke down and cried. I opened up slightly. She listened. She gave words of encouragement. She gave the best hug. Val's honestly so much help with not just today's topic of discussion, but with everything and she so funny and good-hearted. She just makes the group feel better. I mean, it is her job.
But all is well. I'm trying to get in shape. My body already looks fine, but I'm just trying to get it better so my JProm dress fits a little better. So, I'm eating better and I'm gonna start working out soon. Speaking of JProm, I might actually have a date??? He's a co-worker of my mom. He's really fucking cute. I never met him, so my mom actually suggested we go get ice cream or something. I just hope he's cool as fuck so the night of JProm goes well.
I don't think there's much else to complain about or talk about. SO
Until next time
-Kacy
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KC
Non-FictionLittle entries of mine. I don't like writing in "diaries" because they are easy to find in my room, and I really don't need my mom reading my shit. I don't expect anyone to really read this, but this is just an outlet for me that doesn't just involv...
