KC

January 20, 2016 -14:35: •The Last Post About The Woman•

Hello Internet,
I know here I've talked about how The Woman basically controlled my thoughts. But no longer. I have officially cut off romantic ties and so has she. Today was got real closure. We still love each other dearly, and there's still a place in each of our hearts for the both of us, but we both mutually decided that now is not our time.

As of recent, I have found interest in another. Someone I've known for quite sometime. He's sweet, he makes me laugh, and we really do connect and understand each other. He had asked The Woman for advice and she had told me that she gave the 'okay,' and I know I don't need her approval for who I date at all, but to me, that was just an indication that she let me go. I let go last month, and she's caught up. We talked and we both agreed on moving on and we're happy. She has her boyfriend and I (potentially) have mine.

The only thing that's setting us back is my best friend. She dated him last year, briefly, and broke it off because she wasn't comfortable or happy in the relationship. They didn't even kiss. Now being the person I am, I asked if they'd be upset if he and I got together. And she said she would.

Now, I've noticed how overly possessive she is over things she can't have or when things don't go her way. Currently she's been emotionally unstable and very...lonely. Our other friend has been hooking up with someone she (very slightly) had interest in, and her ex and I are very fond of each other.

After my lunch, and her (and his) English class, I met up and he and I talked and held hands. She went somewhere else and we went off. We ended up downstairs in the same hallway and I saw her, with our other friend, freaking out. He and I immediately stopped holding hands and walked past. She's clearly upset, but there's no reason to be. We even had group with her and the other friend and The Woman, and everyone agreed she's being out of hand, but also mentioned her issues (while she was out of the room of course). When she came in, she was silent the entire time and now she's not in Algebra.

At first I felt bad and made the decision to back off from him. But then I saw him. And I just couldn't, you know? She's being ridiculous. Him and I talked, and he wants to talk to her, since he doesn't like the fact she's being possessive over her. I deserve happiness, given my 2015. He deserves happiness, given his whole life. I never complained when I felt lonely and she had a girlfriend last year.

Altogether, I'm stressed about this entire situation, but I'm looking forward to this new relationship. If my happiness interferes with our friendship, then so be it...

Until next time.