stalker . woosan

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"no, shut up shut up." san covered his ears, trying to keep away from him. wooyoung was quicker though, pulling san into a hug from behind.

"you promised." he repeated to himself, trying to pull out of the hug.

"san, im keeping my promise! if i didnt care, i wouldnt be here right now! - im so.. so sorry!"

san stopped moving in defeat, letting himself be convinced by wooyoung's words. "i just wanted to be with you.."

"i know san.." wooyoung pulled away, turning him around as he cupped his face. "im so sorry.. i never had someone do something like that. i just didnt know how to react - please, im here."

"im sick- im really sick.." san repeated again, his mind hazed by the episode as he looked down at wooyoung with red eyes.

"no, you arent. that whole book doesnt make you sick, and again, im sorry if i made you feel like that!" he wiped his face with his thumbs. "you said i was all you left, of course you'd take those notes.. its okay san, im not gonna see you any different ,, i understand."

he moved his hands to wooyoung's wrist as he nodded, closing his eyes for a moment to try to stop the tears. "please don't leave me.. i need you. you're all i've ever wanted.."

"im here san, im gonna keep my promise, dont worry." he gave him a reassuring smile as his tears still slipped out of his face.

"you're so good to me.. you've always been good to me, even when we were kids." he gave him a look of saddened admiration as he moved a hand to wipe wooyoung's tears.

"cause you deserve the best san. i want to be the best for you, even if you rely on me for everything."

"i want the best for you too.. please let me do that, and don't push me away."

"imma let you do whatever you want.. im never leaving you out of my sight or side."

san nodded, giving a small smile. "okay.."

wooyoung returned the smile, hugging him. "you all better?"

san hugged him back, dropping his head on his shoulder as he gave a hum.

"im sorry- about the notebook.." he mumbled against his shoulder

"dont be, i didnt even fully look at it, so im sorry again, for judging too quickly.. whenever you're ready, you can fully show me it" wooyoung pecked his neck before picking him up, holding under his thighs. "we're going home."

"thank you.." he let his guard down completely at the words, melting against his touch as he stopped crying, letting out a shaky breath.

"no worries" he rubbed his lower back as he left the school, walking home.