EXO imagines~ (CLOSED)

Tao - I'm sorry

"I'm sorry."

All he kept repeating was "I'm sorry." Why on earth was he sorry? It's their fault, not his. Well, partly it is his, he should really look after himself. But they shouldn't stretch him like that.

This was all so confusing!!

The first thing you heard was Tao was suffering with his leg and now he's stopping his dreams. In the end, it is his choice although it was a little forced.

But he's the one apologizing?! It's ridiculous.

Earlier that day~

"I-I-I can't do this." He whimpered, wiping his tear-stained cheeks again.

You looked over at Tao who was sitting on the end of the bed, hunched over. Slowly, you pushed yourself off of the ground beside your bed, walking over to him and sitting down. You grabbed his hand and stroked it softly and reassuringly.

"Ne, you can," You sniffed, your eyes stinging from crying so much. You only cried because he did. "You can do whatever you want to."

"But I don't know." Tao let out a long and shaky breath, letting it echo around the melancholic and dull room.

The both of you just sat there, still. Nothing could save him from the spiraling pit of misery yet to come.

"I don't know." Tao whispered, letting out a small whimper.

You wrapped your free hand around him tightly pulling his trembling body close to yours, feeling so helpless for him. He was an amazing, talented, kind-hearted guy that didn't deserve any of this grief, maybe that's why you fell in love with him.

"I-I'm sorry." Tao shuddered, breathing in harshly and wiping his cheek.

"What for?" You asked, ignoring the lump in your throat and holding in the tears.

"Everything," He looked up at you with his red and puffy eyes. "I'm sorry for dragging you into this mess. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me. I'm sorry I ever did this to you."

"Don't be daft, Taozi!" You chuckled a little, rubbing his back. "I love you so, so, so much, Tao."

He looked away and smiled to himself, sniffing gently. But his little smile soon faded, being replaced with another heartbroken frown. He looked up at you with his somber, chocolaty eyes, glinting with salty tears. He opened his mouth a little, but nothing came out. He quickly shut his lips, pressing them together and looking away.

"I-I-I..." He stuttered, trying not to cry again. "...I think it's time, uhh, y-you...moved on."

Your arms dropped a little, your heart deflating inside. He wants to break up?

"I-I'm so sorry." He spluttered looking up at you, another single tear slipping down his red cheeks.

You were speechless, all you could do was wipe his cheek and blink helplessly.

Tao hunched over, sobbing into the palms of his hands.

"I'm sorry," He weeped, sounding so heart-broken. "I'm so sorry."

"D-Don't be," You finally spat out some words. "You need s-space."

"B-But, I don't wanna loose anyone else, I've already lost my brothers and now the only girl in the world I care about, besides my mother..." He trailed off his sentence, chuckling slightly.

"You won't loose me," You placed your hand on his cheek softly and smoothed it. "I'll always be here for you, no matter what."

He just looked at you with his soft and sad eyes, staring into them lovingly.

"Promise?" He asked, swallowing hard.

"Promise." You replied, smilingly softly and hugging him tightly, snuggling into his neck.

The both of you sat there, combined in a sorrowful yet intimate cuddle, silent. You felt yourself drifting off to sleep, but Tao's quiet and soft voice whispered into your hair.

"I love you so much, ___. I'm sorry."

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A/N: I'M SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SUCH A HORRIBLE IMAGINEEEE~!!!! AND I'M SO SORRY THAT I'M KINDA BAD AT UPDATING!!

I am literally so tired and I've been out all day today and I got sunburn on my face and it hurts and I'm so hot ughhh~!!

I was writing this while eating so I'm sorry if it turned out really horrible, but jacket potatoes are hard to eat whilst you type ><

Anyway, this week I have NO school, so I will FORCE myself to update!!

See you next timeee~~

Saranghaeyo // Olivia-Nim <3