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I'll admit it took me quite a bit to get back to sleep.

Everything from before was just spinning through my head, keeping me awake.

Seeing Aryia for the first time in over two years brought back a lot of things that I'm just not sure I would want to relive or remember.

~Flashbacks~

Looking down at my hands I sighed. 'What was I going to do?'

I paced back and forth in the practice room, countless times and talking to myself. 'Everyone's going to hate me.'

I sighed once more, truly having no ideas what I was going to do, or how I was going to tell anyone.
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A week later I still hadn't told anyone about anything.

He had also been distant with me, did he know something that I didn't? Did he know?

I approached, asking if he was okay. He shrugged it off and said we had to get ready for the stage.
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A month after that I entered the dimly lit room alone.

'She'll be with you in a moment.' I was told.

I sat in the chair that was meant for me, the patient.

Suddenly another woman entered at sat in the chair meant for her, the doctor.

'Now what do we have here?'
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The following days had been quite for my team and I, besides when performing.

Off the stage, Aryia barely talked to me.

He had to know so I approached him.

'Why are you ignoring me off stage?'

'Why did you hide you're carrying my child?'

'What? No I'm not.'

'Yes you are. I saw the test.'

'Aryia you're crazy. It's not mine.'

'It was in your room, on the bed we share almost nightly.'
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'Aryia, about last night.'

'No.'

'What do you mean no?'

'I mean no. We're just a fling..you see..this is what I was afraid of!'

'What?'

'I was afraid to fall, now that I did I'm getting too attached. I can't do that.'

'Aryia please let m-'

'No. Just raise the child with someone else.'

'I can't..'

'Why?'

'I'm not pregnant, anymore.'

'What do you mean by that, 'anymore' ?'

'The baby is gone.'

~Flashbacks end

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I'm sorry if that was a boring chapter I just wanted to add in some background information as a filler so I hope you enjoy 😊