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"Girl spit it out!" Kat said as I started to fumble with my words.

"Katrina I can't..."

"Why?"

"Because I don't know!"

"I'm going to need you to explain."

So I did, I explained it all. I started at the beginning where I first started touring with Aryia as a member of my band, I went on about the first time I woke up with Aryia in my bed, to the countless times that is happened after that. I told her how I was pregnant with Aryia's child at one point but then lost due to...reasons and fear of Aryia not wanting the child since we weren't even dating.

I told her how I met Seth while still on tour, how we started dating. Everything clicked in her head. "So have aryia and Seth met? Yunno like face to face?"

I nodded, "Yes. They have."

"Wow. So then Aryia likes you still..and what's the deal with that again?"

"The reason he left me during the...that. He has said that he was getting attached when he wasn't supposed to since we were only a fling and that I should raise the baby with someone else."

"You did tell him that you couldn't right?"

I nodded. "Yep." I said popping the 'p'. "Only ones that actually know are you and Aryia."

"So your telling me that Seth doesn't know that you and Aryia were expecting a child at some point?" Kat questioned.

"He knew that he wasn't the one to take away my..yunno the card. I never told him about the fact that I was pregnant due to the fear or him leaving me for some odd reason." I frowned.

"I'm sorry. I know we haven't seen each other for a while and even then we didn't get much bonding,  I am sorry. But really it's unfortunate that the only thing we can do is just hope and pray your situation get better and that no one gets hurt or anything bad coming their way." Kat says smiling as there was a knock at the door.

"Yo you guys good?" Sam says calling from the outside.

"Yea we heard screaming earlier, is there a spider?" Aryia yelled that time.

The blue haired girl looked at me and then the door, then back to me. Looking at the door once more she says, "Yeah everything's fine guys, we were just talking for a bit after I helped her find what she needed." She gets up opening the door, no longer wanting to be rude to the guys.

"What did she need?" Aryia asked as they both step into view.

"Just her hair clip. We were messing around earlier in the makeup and did each others hair too and she realized she forgot her hair clip." Kay said without hesitation.

Good thinking, Kat. I like the quick lie.

"Is she okay?" Sam asked as the two men peered over Kats shoulder.

"Yea she looks a bit...taken back. Frightened or nervous maybe?" Aryia said sounding more like he was asking questions.

"Yeah she's...just a little queasy." Kat answered.

"I think she can answer for herself too." Aryia said walking closer to me. "Can't you?"

I looked up at him, preparing to lie just like Katrina. "Just like Kat said, im queasy. The drinks and food I had aren't sitting right with me. That's why she did most of the talking when she came here." I tried to fake a smile.

Aryia knew something was up, I could just tell.

"Okay then, do you need medicine or water?" He asked.

"Water would be great."

"Sam." Was all Aryia said.

"On it, come on Kat." Sam says dragging her out of the room.
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Hi guys!

Jsksjsks im sorry this is so long okay! I'm publishing this at 4:28 in the morning and that's whys it's probably so long and cringy.

I don't care about spelling or grammar errors right now either cos of been up since after 2 am.

I'm also writing with acrylics that I did myself too soooo that's why there's most likely mistakes.