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It was a few weeks later, I was about 4 months along at this time.

It also had been about a few weeks until Aryia and I had an actual conversation. We still said words to each other but only 'what's for lunch/dinner?' And 'goodnight.'

It was clear that having Seth over that day was bothering him, but did he really need to ignore me like that?

It was even affecting our band practices, just like today. That's where we are now.

Aryia had already left because he drove separately. That's another thing...we weren't even driving anywhere together.

"Hellloooo!" Called Jake waving his hand in front of my face. "Jake to alien, I come in peace."

"I'm sorry what did you say? I'm not an alien by the way I have a name." I responded snapping out of whatever trance I'm in.

"I know, and it's Hailey by the way. I'm not stupid. But I did ask, what was going on."

I looked at the boy, towering over me as I sat on the couch. "You really wanna know."

"I mean I think I already do, but then again I think I don't. Because I don't see why Aryia would be moody too. Wait a minute...I thi-"

"Jake!"

"Yeah?"

"Stop."

"I'm sorry."

I let out a breathe, a calm attempt. Didn't exactly help. Jake looked at me, I looked at him. "It's because of all this pregnancy. I'm in a mood, which put him into a mood."

"So like, if your grumpy or sad...then he will be too?" Jake asked.

"Exactly." I said with a small smile. "Where's Katie?"

"Oh she went home while you were in your trance, she got a call anyway."

I nodded in response.

"Do you need a ride back home?" He asked.

"How do you know I didn't drive here on my own?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Listen, we might have known each other for very long but I know you long enough to know some routines. You don't like driving by yourself, at all. You don't trust Uber, so you've been taking a bus here. Shall I go on?" Jake asked.

"No. You've proven your point far enough. Sure, I will accept your offer for a ride home."

"Of course, finally. By the way I wouldnt have taken no as an answer."

"I will come under one condition.." I said with a evil grin.

"What is that condition?" Jake asked quite scared.

"We stop and get Taco Bell on the way, please."

"You're buying." Jake laughed.

"I was going to anyway as a thank you for driving me." I say thanking the boy.

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I had made it back home safely, Jake didn't come in as a result of what happens last time a guy came into the house. He told me to keep him updated.

Aryias car was in the driveway way parked right next to mine, so he WAS home.

I walked in the door and watched Jake drive off safely. I went in the kitchen and sat my Taco Bell food in the microwave and the drink in the fridge.

I started to walk upstairs but as I did, I heard a female voice. I assumed Aryia was watching tv. But then I heard him speak back. I paused and listened.

"I don't know! I can't, I mean..I see myself doing it but.." I heard Aryia say, I leaned over to look at the door, it was partially open.

"Don't be such a baby, Aryia. It's our secret, we just have to keep it..and once she find out then BOOM! Hap-"

I cut the voice off by slamming the door shut. I quickly grabbed my tacos, drink, car keys, and purse and ran out the door into my car. I pulled out of the driveway, and sped off. Tears falling.

As I did I saw Aryia standing in the driveway.

Oh well.

I didn't know where I was going, but I knew where I could go.

I called Seth via the Bluetooth in my car, luckily he picked up. "Hey what's up?" He asked.

"Can you meet me at the Walmart in town?" I managed to get out.

"Yeah of course, wait are you crying? What did Aryia do to you?" He asked, anger rising in his voice.

"I'll explain when we're there, okay?"

"Yeah I'm leaving now alright, be careful." He instructed and hung up.

I pulled into the Walmart and waited for Seth to arrive.

I finally saw his car park right next to mine and I got out.

Seth also got out of his car and we met halfway.

"Seth..I.." we stopped and looked at each other, tears running down my eyes, Seth wiping them away.

For a moment, I thought back to my times with Seth. I thought about how I felt back then, how I felt throughout the entire relationship.

Did I regret bringing Aryia into the house that first day? Yes. Yes I did.

In fact, if I didn't do that, Seth and I would happily be preparing for this child together. But we aren't.

I stared back at the long haired male as he continued to wipe my tears in the half crowded Walmart parking lot. He looked down at me, hands cupping my face.

I thought about the possible outcomes of what we were about to do, and I could tell Seth was thinking the same.

I don't regret thinking about it, so I don't regret doing it. Seth I could tell, again was thinking the same.

So we did what the two of us haven't done in the months we've been not dating.

We kissed, right there in that half crowded Walmart parking lot.

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IM SORRY PLEASE DONT HATE ME.

I NEEDED DRAMA OKAY?

I promise you that what's goin on in that bedroom isn't what the main character is thinking. Don't worry!!!