𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐁𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 [ ZNN FF ]

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Nunew's POV

Nat helped me with my hair and makeup. I look in the mirror weakly. Khun Yáy then entered the room as Nat slowly moved away.

"Smile Nhu. It's your wedding day." She said as I nod slowly , forcing a smile. She smile before patting my back , walking out of the room. My smile disappeared instantly after she left. Nat held my shoulder , giving it a squeeze.

Zee's POV

I got out of Max's car , seeing the venue. I breathe in and out as Fae held my arm and James pat my back.

"You'll be okay .." said James as I nod.

"We'll look for Nhu .." said Fae as James and hee walked away. Max then placed his hand on my shoulder.

"If you don't want to stay here any longer .. just tell me ... Me and Janis will drive you home." He said with Janis nodding. I smile softly , nodding.

"Thanks guys .." I said and they smile softly.

Nunew's POV.

"You're all set .." said Nat as I look at myself in the mirror. Soon Nat's phone buzzed making him look down to his phone as I turned to him.

"Everything okay ?" I asked making him put his phone back into his pocket in a flash.

"Yeah , are you hungry ? do you want me to get you anything ?" He asked all of a sudden.

"Maybe just water will be okay .." I said and he nod , walking out of the room , leaving me alone. I sigh , turning back to mirror as I fixed my tuxedo. I clutch my fist , breathing shakily as I close my eyes , wanting all of this to be just a dream.

"Nhu .. you got this ... just smile .." I said softly before taking out something from my pocket. I look down to the ring and bracelet , caressing it. I close my eyes , trying my best not to cry.

"You look beautiful." I froze in my spot , hearing a familiar voice. The voice that I've been wanting to hear. The only voice that can make my painful world feel better. I slowly open my eyes , looking into the mirror and there he was in the reflection.  I slowly turned around to face him.

"Zee .." I said softly as he smile , walking towards me.

Third person's POV.

"It's been awhile , Khun Nu .." said Zee as Nunew looked at him.

"How have you been ?" Asked Zee as he looked at the other one with soft eyes. Nunew wanted to say he was fine but for some reason , he couldn't lie to Zee. Nunew smile in pain , shaking his head as an answer.

"Not so well .." said Nunew weakly as Zee nod slowly , knowing why.

"What about you ?" Asked Nunew as Zee stepped closer to Nunew.

"Probably the same as you." Answered Zee honestly. Nunew look into Zee's eyes but soon look away , trying to hold back his tears. Zee seem to realize the tears in Nunew's eyes. Zee wanted to touch him but something stopped him from doing so. Zee clutched his fist before reaching for Nunew , caressing his cheek as Nunew look at him with watery eyes.

Zee shake his head , wiping the tears that escaped from Nunew's eyes with his thumb.

"You're going to be okay .." said Zee as Nunew then closed his eyes , breaking into tears as Zee cupped his cheeks with both hands. Nunew sobbed , holding Zee's hand that was on his cheeks tightly.

"I .. miss you ..." sobbed Nunew softly as Zee looked at him in pain , trying to hold back his tears.

"I miss you too .. teerak .." said Zee as Nunew broke down even more hearing Zee said the word 'teerak' like he used to.

"This is the best way for the both of us." Said Zee as Nunew continued crying.

"Don't cry .. it's your wedding day .." said Zee shakily , smiling weakly as Nunew looked at Zee. Zee caressed his cheek lovingly.

"You'll ruin your makeup if you keep crying , yim noi .. please .." coeed Zee , trying to stop Nunew from crying as Nunew look at him.

"Please don't leave me again ..." croaked Nunew softly as Zee smile , shaking his head.

"You know our relationship is impossible, even if we want to be together , we'll end up hurting each other .." whispered Zee as he then looked at Nunew. Zee looked at Nunew longingly before smiling weakly.

"Please don't leave me again , I can't go on without you .. I just can't .." whispered Nunew as Zee nodded , knowing he feels the exact same way. Nunew closed his eyes , sobbing in pain as Zee looked up , trying to hold back his tears.

"Ter ..." cooed Zee as he look at Nunew.

"Look at me ... please .." He said as Nunew looked at Zee with his red , teary eyes.

"Even if we can't be together , you'll always be mine." Said Zee as tears rolled down Nunew's cheek.

"And I'll always be yours." Said Zee as a tear escaped from his eyes. Nunew let out a sob , hugging Zee's waist tightly as he broke down. Zee bite his inner cheek as he hesitantly wrapped his arms around the crying boy.

"I love you ..." sobbed Nunew as tears rolled down Zee's cheeks.

"You'll be okay .." Said Zee as he close his eyes , kissing the top of Nunew's head.

Soon there was a knock on the door making Zee pulled away from the hug , holding both of Nunew's hand tightly.

"Promise me you'll take care of yourself .. be a good boy for me ... my love ..." Zee said as he tapped Khun Nu's nose , forcing a smile. Nunew breathed shakily as Zee wiped his tears away. Zee looked at Nunew , knowing that it's the last time he could see him.

"I love you , my teerak.." said Zee as Nunew breathed shakily.

"Good bye .." said Zee as he slowly let go of Nunew's hand , turning his heel towards the door. Zee wanted to walk towards the door but before he could do so , Nunew grabbed his hand. Zee turned back to Nunew as Nunew looked at him with tears streaming down his cheek.

Nunew looked at Zee , hoping he won't leave. Hoping that Zee would stay. Zee turned to Nunew , smiling weakly before shakily grabbing Nunew's chin , lifting his head up before placing his lips on Nunew's lips. The kiss was gentle , full of sadness and pain. The kiss was salty due to the tears streaming down their faces. Zee pulled away , leaning his forehead on Nunew's as Nunew sobbed. Zee caress his cheeks one last time before walking out of the room , leaving Nunew standing there.

Nunew broke down in tears as he watch his first love leave him forever. Zee walked down the stairs and soon saw Janis and the rest waiting for him. He look at them weakly and soon Janis walked towards him before hugging him tightly. Zee slowly hugged her weakly , closing his eyes as he let his tears go.

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