𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐁𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 [ ZNN FF ]

49

Zee's POV.

"The one that I love is you." He said as I listened to him intently.

"I have to marry Rain because I have to do what Grandmother wants." He said as I look down , sighing.

"I have negotiated with her." He said as I look at him.

"She agreed to leave you alone if I marry Rain." He said as tears welled up his eyes. I nod , gulping my saliva as I sigh. He then breathe in and out , turning to me as he cupped my cheeks , caressing them gentle.

"It's selfish of me to keep our relationship a secret, I know." He said.

"I know you're hurt badly. I'm also hurt too." He said as tears rolled down his cheeks.

"But I don't know what else I can do , Zee .." he said , letting out a sob as I shook my head , wiping his tears.

"But I don't want to be away for you .." he said as he voiced broke.

"I can't be away from you .." he sobbed as I pulled him to my embrace. I hugged him tightly , rubbing his back to soothe him down.

"I didn't know what to do .. I wasn't sure what I did was the best .." he said as I sigh , closing my eyes.

"I love you so much Zee .." he sobbed and I nod.

"I know .." I said softly.

"It's okay if you can't accept this." He said as he then pulled away as I wiped his tears away with my thumb.

"I don't care if I have to be a shadow. I don't care if we have to keep this relationship a secret." I said as he look at me.

"I can be whatever you want me to be. As long as you're by my side. Nothing matters to me. Because you'll always be mine and I'll always be yours." I said softly as he let out a sob , hugging me tightly. I caress his head , hugging him.

"I know you're afraid. You have me now." I said reassuringly as he sobbed on my shoulder. I kissed his shoulder as I closed my eyes , letting a tear fall.

- later -

Nunew's POV.

Zee held my hand tightly as we both had our legs dipped in the pool. The night breeze slowly touches our skin. I look at Zee as he smile softly. I smile before leaning my head on his shoulder. He gently rest his head against mine.

"I know this isn't the best solution ..." I said as I look at him.

"But having you by my side is the best thing that has ever happened to me." I said making him smile.

"I want to be able to tell you that 'I love you' everyday, before bed and when we wake up." I said as he chuckled.

"Then .. what about your grandmother ?" He asked and I sigh.

"I haven't think about that yet but all that matters now is you." I said as I slowly leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I just want to be with you. Only you. I don't get why is it so hard." I said as he sigh.

"All of this is just a test for us right now but I know we can go through this together. We can fight for our love." He said and I smile.

"I know it's not the right time to do this but .. I figured that I should say this now." He said making me frown as he reached into his pocket. I look down seeing a small red box. He slowly opened it and I froze in my place seeing a pair of rings. I look at Zee as he smile.

"I know that there's so many challenges ahead of us but I don't want to give up so easily. I know we've just started our relationship but .. I know deep down that I need you in my life. Without you , I'm nothing." He said as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"I love you and I will not stop loving you. So ... Nunew Chawarin , let's get married na." He said as I breathed shakily smiling before nodding my head.

"Krub. I'll marry you." I said making him chuckled , smiling as he took out one of the ring. He grabbed my right hand , sliding the ring onto my ring finger. I then grabbed the other ring , grabbing his right hand. I slowly slide the ring onto his ring finger before looking up to him. I chuckled before he pulled me closer , crashing his lips onto mine. I held his nape , replying to his kiss. He pulled away , cupping my cheeks as he wiped my tears away making me smile.

He put me down on the bed gently , hovering above me as I look up to him. He then sat up , pulling his shirt off as I watch every of his moves. I slowly sat up , grabbing the hem of my shirt as he helped me pull it off. He push me down slowly , attaching his lips onto mine. He slowly trail kisses down to my jawline and to my neck making me moan softly , throwing my head back.

He then pulled my pants down along with my boxers as I breathed hard. I arch my back feeling his tongue , I threw my head back as I clutch the sheets tightly. I bite my lips as he then went back up to me making open my eyes , caressing his cheek.

He slowly pulled his pants down , holding my thigh as I looked at him. He slowly pushed it in making me moan , clutching his shoulder as he placed soothing kiss on my neck. He then held my hand , interlocking his fingers with mine as we were entangled with each other. He leaned his forehead on mine as I caressed his cheek , pulling him down to place my lips onto his. We made love as if it was our last time together. Nothing matter to me. To us. As long as me and Zee are together , there's nothing I am afraid of.

- later -

I run my fingers through Zee's hair as he had his head on my chest as he slept , hugging my waist. I drew small circles on his bare back , smiling as I saw my ring. I sigh , looking up to the white ceiling. I then gently move Zee away as I got out of his arms. I then buttoned up Zee's shirt that I was wearing , getting out of bed. I grabbed my boxers , wearing it as I turned to check on Zee who was still asleep. I grabbed my phone , walking out of the room.

I walk downstairs , dialling a phone number before placing my phone next to my ear , hearing it ring. Soon the ringing stop.

"Nat. I need your help." I said.

I wonder what Nunew has is mind to solve this problem with his grandmother. I know yall are going to kill me for letting the babies go through this I AM SO SORRY 🥹🥹🥹🥹 don't kill me naaaa~ ❤️🥹