The Happiness Adds On.

The Happiness Adds On - Part 16

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"Take a chance."

I heard Vikram say. I turned my eyes to face his in extreme confusion and sad tears.

"What happened with you was your past and it wasn't your fault. It shouldn't and doesn't affect what you and me have. I love you for who you are not for what happened to you years ago."

I couldn't process what to say or what to think. I just wasn't used to this much affection.

Clearly Vikram didn't understand what I said about my past. I was raped and I was framed and I brought shame to the people around me. Everyone in my life leaves and I'm left stranded again.

I can't take a chance.

"Yes, you can." Vikram nodded.

Did I just say everything out loud?

"Yes, you did..again." He chuckled. "Listen, I do understand how you're probably feeling right now or even years ago. I can only imagine how you felt in such a situation. But that still has nothing to do with us. Nothing was your fault. That guy should have been catch in legal trouble instead of getting away. He deserves the shame and guilt that you've live with. You are not worth that crap. You're worth much, much more and I intend to prove to you how much you're worth to me."

Vikram's tone started off as gentle and calm but gotten serious. Before I could do anything or say anything, Vikram's lips were hovering over me and I couldn't do anything to pull away. I didn't want to do anything to pull away. His lips were dominating over mine. He was showing me how serious he was about prove how much I meant to him and he wasn't going to take no for an answer. He sucked hard on my upper lip. I felt his teeth dig into my lips and his tongue sliding across my bottom lip. Just as I was about to part my lips to give his tongue entrance, he pulled away leaving me longing for his touch. He sat back down to how he was earlier before hovering of me. I brought my fingers to my lips and felt them big and swollen. I couldn't help but smile. Yet each time I smiled, I thought about myself being left alone and abandoned. I was better off alone. The happy mood seemed to fizzle down at the reminder of our future. My lips dropped into a frown and I couldn't help but worry.

"Take a chance. Please Samaira?" He whispered, bringing his face closer to mine before he leaned his forehead on my cheek. "You were thinking about being alone again, weren't you?" He said as if he spoke a statement instead of asking a question.

I guess my expressions said it all but I nodded twice.

"I'm confused, worried and scared."

Vikram brought his head back up to look at me.

"About us?" His face showed concern with one eyebrow lifted.

I shook my head faintly.

"About me." I answered watching his eyebrow dip down. "I don't know what I should do. I can't handle being ditched again but I can't deal with myself without you." I clarified with tears in my eyes.