Skating back to you [Love on ice series]

★Chapter fourty eight★

Indigo Evans

I looked at Augustus as he carries our daughter inside, the way he carried her like she was a princess or something, he uses his leg to push the door open and he enters inside then shuts the door.

I'm glad that August loves Aurora and he willing to do anything for her like we did not plan until August just brought it up. I mean the happiness in his eyes when he looks at her, the smile he has on his face when they play together like it's amazing because I never thought Aurora would see her dad or experience fatherly love.

But when me And August spent a night in my room, we talked and he confessed he wants to do alot of things with Aurora teach her to ride a bike, buy her period kit when she starts her period, teach her to fix a light bulb and fix a car so your dusty ass son doesn't think he's bright. I quoted what he said and he wants to teach her that she deserves the world but the part that made me emotional was when he said about her trusting him

"I want her to come to see when she's in trouble, not to think I will judge her but I want her to know I will protect her from the world even if she kills someone later I can correct but the fact is she should know that her daddy loves her and he'll not judge her no matter what she did".

I wish my father could have said that to me not even my mother said that to me, I remember one time going to my father that i liked a boy and guess what I got? A nice slap on the face, he put me in our basement for isolation of having those thoughts, he didn't allow me to go to the church when they went, they will all go and leave me in a dark basement alone to feel guilty about feeling that way. My mother would clean the wounds of mine because sometimes my dad would drink to according to him, drinking while he beats me would hurt even worse than-

"Star?" I could not turn to face him, I'm tearing up and I don't want him to see me like this about to break down soon.

"Huh,What's up?". I said trying to sound casual as possible, sucking all tear away

"Why are you still in the car, its cold out and you're not dressed for the cold". He adds pointing at my sleeveless dress that I had on right now.

Before I could say anything he pulls me out and turns him to face him, his eyes bore into mine eyes like he was trying to read me"Star, why are you crying love?". He say softly, I tense like was I that easy to read.

"Nothi-". I stop when he glares at me, his glares touches my soul in some way that it means stop that lie before I find out.

"You know you can tell me anything? What's wrong Star? Tell me maybe we can do something to put a smile on you-"

I have been someone who doesn't like to tell people how I felt, I rather jump off a clip than tell people how upset, angry or sad or jealous I was about something. It's a bad thing but I grew up learning that if I didn't tell people who I felt then I won't be beaten, punished, judged, or look like a person who doesn't deserve to the ali-

"Star?". He calls again, I snap out of it and look at him, the worry in his eyes. Tell him everything about your childhood and tell him and he would understand-

"I miss my dad". I blurted out, I suprise myself with this new lie that I just told. I don't miss him and I don't want him to see Aurora, he doesn't deserve to see her